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[serving_love]

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There’s a vineyard on this island. On the other side, away from town. What the hell. Clubs, bars, hotels, a pretty fucking decent food market, and a vineyard.

Can we never leave?


Unrelated, but – turkey, ham, or both?

Oh, and I need a head count. Mashiro-san, you guys are staying through Thursday at least, right?? ...And you, Ace?

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

Oh. I'm ready.

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

And I hope you don't mind getting flour all over you.

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I think I can handle it.

[Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

...hey Sanji. I just wanted to. Apologize again for freaking out the other night. And for everyone ranting to you about their shit.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...No need to apologize, George-san. I'm serious about that. It's fine, it happens, and I don't mind listening. I wish I could be more help sometimes, but really. It's fine.

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I just wish I could take back the last few weeks and do them over or something.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

How would you have done them differently?

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I would have kept my goddamned mouth shut.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

You'd still be in the position of nothing being solved.

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

But at least Usopp wouldn't be upset.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Lucci still would be.

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

That's kind of unavoidable. I can't make both of them happy.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Very true, unfortunately.

I think he wishes even more than you do that he'd kept HIS mouth shut, heh.

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I kind of already knew. I mean...I didn't know he was in love with me but...I knew he had feelings for me. And has. For a pretty long time.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

You've had feelings for him nearly as long, haven't you? Or you've been attracted to him, anyway. You mentioned that back during the...vampire thing.

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Pretty much.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Man. Most people are lucky to find ONE person they truly love. Here you came along and got two.

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I don't know if I truly love either of them. This is all just really confusing and stupid and I hate it.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

You're deeply in like, then.

...Not that this is a solution that would make everyone happy, but have you thought about maybe...I dunno, taking a step back from both of them to clear your head?

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

Whatever it is it's the closest thing to love I've ever felt.

I just finished convincing Usopp that I didn't want to leave him, I don't think I could tell him that I needed some time. ...but Fujiko did offer to let me come stay on the sub for awhile if I wanted.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but George-san... Look, I’m one of the last people who wants to see Usopp get hurt, but you have to remember yourself in all of this, too. If you need time to think, then take the time to think. You don’t have to necessarily leave, but if that’s what you’d rather do then I’m sure everyone would understand.

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I just...I care about both of them so much that I don't want to see either of them get hurt. I love them both. And it hurts me that I can't make a decision that will make both of them happy.

Fujiko thinks I should choose Lucci.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

That's the part I got upset at Lucci over. Not for how he feels or anything like that, but because telling you put you in that position. Which fucking sucks.

...Somehow I'm not surprised. Like it's even any of her business.

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[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to do. I mean. I already decided on Usopp but. I don't want to have to pretend that I don't love Lucci too. Which I do.

I needed someone to talk to that's not so involved. And who's a girl. So I asked for her opinion.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Why'd she say to choose Lucci?