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[serving_love]

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There’s a vineyard on this island. On the other side, away from town. What the hell. Clubs, bars, hotels, a pretty fucking decent food market, and a vineyard.

Can we never leave?


Unrelated, but – turkey, ham, or both?

Oh, and I need a head count. Mashiro-san, you guys are staying through Thursday at least, right?? ...And you, Ace?

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Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

That's who you should be with, then.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

...

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

You can't keep trying to protect them from getting hurt.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

...I know.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

The good news is...you were best friends with both of them first. There's no reason you shouldn't be able to get back to that point eventually with...you know, whoever. People do it all the time. Just gotta be patient.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

You really think Usopp would still want to be my best friend if I left him for Lucci?

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...I think you'd have to give him some space for awhile and he'd definitely be upset, but...yeah. Eventually.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

...I don't want to do that to him.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

You have to give them a clear answer, George. It'll be better for everyone in the long run.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I did. I told them both that I'm staying with Usopp.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Then stick by your decision and stop wishing you could have Lucci or you're never going to be completely happy!

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I can't just stop.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

It's not fair to Usopp if you don't! OR you, you're just torturing yourself.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I can't just turn my feelings off like that, Sanji.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I know you can't, but that doesn't mean you can't at least try. I don't think you want to, that's the problem, and it's just going to make this harder for all of you.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

Because if no one's feelings would get hurt I might choose Lucci.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I get that. Which is why I don't understand why you're still insisting on staying with Usopp. He's not that fragile, you know - yes, he'd be crushed and yeah, things would be really fucking awkward for awhile, but he wouldn't stop caring about you. If that's what would make you happy, then he would learn to be okay with it.

But...you know what's best, it's your life after all. You have to be able to live with the choices you make, so if this is what you want, then that's that.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

I don't want to give him up. I'm not ready to give him up.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Right, well, that's good. Because the longer you stay with him, the better the break-up will be. Obviously.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

So, what, you think I should break up with him, then?

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

No...

Maybe.

Fuck, I don't know. It's just.

...

I think if you can say that you'd pick Lucci, or that you might pick Lucci, or whatever, no matter what impossible circumstances we use, that...says a lot. That maybe you're staying with Usopp because you're afraid to hurt him. And because he's safe and familiar. And that isn't unreasonable, it's just...not very fair.

And maybe a little selfish.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

So it's selfish to stay with Usopp so I won't hurt him? And because I do love him? I think it would be selfish for me to leave my boyfriend, who I do love for someone who...it might not even work out with.

This fucking sucks, Sanji.

What...what would you do if you were me?

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...

Sorry. This isn't my business, I need to stop getting involved.

Re: [Private]

[deadgirldropout.livejournal.com]

No. I do want your opinion. If I didn't I wouldn't have told you what I've told you.

...at first I was pretty sure Lucci wasn't really in love with me. That he just thought he was or something. So I told him that he'd probably get bored with me or something pretty quickly and he was...really offended. He said he's told a lot of people a lot of things to get them into bed but he's never told someone he loved them before. And he told me even thinking that I wouldn't...

...I hate this.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I don't think he's the kind of guy who goes around tossing words like that out. And from what I can tell, he's...very, very serious about how he feels about you. Trust me, I did everything short of just straight-up telling him he should just get over you - sorry, that sounds awful, but he'd just be in hell otherwise - but he seems pretty damn sure he'll never find anyone else to fall in love with again.