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[serving_love]

Ah... Nami-san~ Darling. Beautiful angel. LOVE OF MY LIFE.

...........I'm not quite sure where we are.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Fuck, I don't know. Never mind.

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...I'm coming to the library. then you're going to smoke. Then if you wanna do it, we will.

I don't know what the fuck you want me to do, I aint used to this shit, you know.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Oh, because I am, asshole. I don't know what the hell I want you to do either, and I don't know what to do myself. I don't know how to do THIS.

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

well just cut the crap and talk to me, already!

I wanna help or somethin! Jeez. I dunno.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

How're you gonna help, you're as clueless as I am. It's stupid anyway.

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...I dunno. Fuck. Just. Whatever.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...

Look, it's not like I WANT romance or some shit like that, and if you started spouting poetry at me or something I'd probably kick you off the ship.

But I have no idea how to be in a relationship with a guy.

Not that things are bad as they are, everything's fine, but I keep thinking I should be...doing more. I just don't know what. Or HOW. Or if it's even fucking necessary. It's back to that flowers thing - I know how to show women I like them, but it's different with you.

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

wait, this isn't about nami?

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...No. Idiot. No. What the hell?!

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

i know you like me, you told me already, you don't hafta keep showing me.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I've told you once. ONCE. Actually told you, I mean.

I tell the girls I love them thirty times a day on average.

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

but, I mean, if you want to...you can always just tell me. And it sounds like you want to, at least its bothering you that you ARENT doing anything.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

What bothers me is that I still feel like a fucking fish out of water with this.

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...I'm going to bed.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...

Shit, okay, I'm sorry. I'm being an idiot again, I keep overthinking things-

I'll stop.

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

no, I'll stop. I'm sleeping alone tonight.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Stop...what? Wait. What??

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

Night.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Zoro. Fucking- Just forget all that, it's not important. I said I was being an idiot!

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

It IS important you idiot! Why the fuck would I ask if it wasn't important. YOURE important. Don't be a dumbass!

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Well whatever the hell important thing I said that pissed you off wasn't fucking worth it.

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

it didn't PISS ME OFF.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Then what the hell's your problem?!

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...I didn't want to make you feel like that.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Like what?