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[serving_love]

Ah... Nami-san~ Darling. Beautiful angel. LOVE OF MY LIFE.

...........I'm not quite sure where we are.

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Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

If you mean it. Why not.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...

I don't...know.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

You want to show me instead of tell me?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Show AND tell - showing is a good thing. It's what I'd usually be doing.

But apparently you were fine with how things were, they were GOOD, so I don't know why I'm bringing all this shit up now or why I'm even thinking about it.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

but YOU werent fine.

...you already do show me though

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I was mostly fine. This was just...I guess it was building up. Or something. You with with your talking to Dino about dates or whatever and that other guy wanting to make you more of a gentleman - it all made me start thinking too much.

...I do?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

That guy doesn't know what the hell hes talkin about and the other kid is just annoying. he aint gettin his hands on me.

mm. you still sleep with me even though I wake you up every other night just to say I'm horny. You cook for me late at night. You don't hold back when we spar...want more?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Good. To the second part. I like you as you are, believe it or not.

...I was doing those last two things before we were even together. They still count?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

You don't cook for Luffy when he wants you to.

I wouldn't mind hearin you say it though. If you want.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Because I'd be cooking every half hour of the day if I caved to his annoying pestering.

Mm. You still sleeping alone?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

still, you didn't always do that for me.

...not if you don't mind me wakin you up in a couple hours.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Guess not. I like to, though.

Don't mind. Got something to tell you anyway.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...feel better now?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Somewhat. Yeah.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

Somewhat.

you can always just...try stuff and see if I like it. its not like I do that much to show you, either

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but I don't expect you to show me.

...Shit, that sounds terrible - see, this is why it's MY fault, not yours. Because when it comes to being in a relationship- I mean, not that I've ever really been in one before, but whenever it happened I had a fairly good idea of how it would go. I thought.

Except you've gone and thrown that all off, but that's not BAD. Just that I'm still trying to work out the differences. It's stupid, I know, but I was thinking one thing for so long, and now I'm in completely unknown territory. That's what makes me uncomfortable.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

Well maybe I will!

shut up, its not stupid. i don't know what the fuck im doing either, half the time im going off what other people say is good or just whatever the fuck i wanna do.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Hm, well you've got better instincts than most of the other dumbasses I know, so your whatever the fuck you want has been working pretty well, I'd say.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

that mean I should keep asking for more food and sex?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Anyway, you do show me. More than I show you.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...i know that aint true.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Oh please. I can think of one night in particular that blows everything I'VE done completely out of the water.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...that was just one night. 's not like I expect you to...match it. Anytime soon.

and besides that I haven't done jack shit.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

or when you were flipping a shit about something, and you talked to Nami about it. I knew cause she commented to you and then there was nothing after it, no way you wouldn't answer her. Musta been a private thread.

never thought you'd talk to Nami about stuff like that, stuff like US. Since you...really like her or whatever.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Ah. Yeah, that...that was freaking embarrassing, actually.

But I'm glad I did it. I'd do it again.