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[serving_love]

Ah... Nami-san~ Darling. Beautiful angel. LOVE OF MY LIFE.

...........I'm not quite sure where we are.

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[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...feel better now?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Somewhat. Yeah.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

Somewhat.

you can always just...try stuff and see if I like it. its not like I do that much to show you, either

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but I don't expect you to show me.

...Shit, that sounds terrible - see, this is why it's MY fault, not yours. Because when it comes to being in a relationship- I mean, not that I've ever really been in one before, but whenever it happened I had a fairly good idea of how it would go. I thought.

Except you've gone and thrown that all off, but that's not BAD. Just that I'm still trying to work out the differences. It's stupid, I know, but I was thinking one thing for so long, and now I'm in completely unknown territory. That's what makes me uncomfortable.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

Well maybe I will!

shut up, its not stupid. i don't know what the fuck im doing either, half the time im going off what other people say is good or just whatever the fuck i wanna do.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Hm, well you've got better instincts than most of the other dumbasses I know, so your whatever the fuck you want has been working pretty well, I'd say.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

that mean I should keep asking for more food and sex?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Cooking and fucking, my two favorite pastimes.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

well you aint doin a bad job either, thats all. 'm not unhappy. So stop whining or pouting or whatever.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

M'not whining, asshole.

I'm...sorry about last night.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

Pouting, then. Or thinking too much.

Don't be sorry. Just...don't you know, leave.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...

Leave?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

I dunno. last night just made me feel like a fucking idiot too you know.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Shit. It did?? I didn't mean for it to!

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Anyway, you do show me. More than I show you.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...i know that aint true.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Oh please. I can think of one night in particular that blows everything I'VE done completely out of the water.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...that was just one night. 's not like I expect you to...match it. Anytime soon.

and besides that I haven't done jack shit.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Yeah, you're right, I guess taking off without a jacket on a winter island while you're sick as balls just to get me some goddamn cigarettes doesn't count for anything. And teaching me how to meditate during that whole mess, that definitely wasn't anything big either.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

did what I could. thats all.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

You said you thought you might be in love with me.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

yeah, and it made you feel like shit.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Oh - geez, Zoro, what the hell. It did not. I said I couldn't stop grinning, on what planet does that equal feeling like shit??

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

if I told you again would you do the same thing?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I'd...say that's probably very likely.