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[serving_love]

Ah... Nami-san~ Darling. Beautiful angel. LOVE OF MY LIFE.

...........I'm not quite sure where we are.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Zoro. Fucking- Just forget all that, it's not important. I said I was being an idiot!

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

It IS important you idiot! Why the fuck would I ask if it wasn't important. YOURE important. Don't be a dumbass!

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Well whatever the hell important thing I said that pissed you off wasn't fucking worth it.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

it didn't PISS ME OFF.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Then what the hell's your problem?!

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

...I didn't want to make you feel like that.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Like what?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

Like a "fish out of water". Uncomfortable. Stupid. I don't know.

I...wasn't pissed. I just. It...I didn't like it. Its my fault.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Oh.

It's not your fault, it's got nothing to do with you.

I mean- well obviously it does. But.

It's a mental thing. Like a wall in my head I haven't been able to get past yet. A wall full of stupid insecurities and things that don't matter.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

I don't want to push you.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

You're not, I'm pushing myself. I WANT to be completely comfortable with this, it's pissing me off that I'm...not.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

So you...don't know what to do with me? Or for me?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

For you. What the hell do I know about being affectionate with guys. That can't possibly be enough, can it? Just saying I like you?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

If you mean it. Why not.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...

I don't...know.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

You want to show me instead of tell me?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Show AND tell - showing is a good thing. It's what I'd usually be doing.

But apparently you were fine with how things were, they were GOOD, so I don't know why I'm bringing all this shit up now or why I'm even thinking about it.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

but YOU werent fine.

...you already do show me though

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I was mostly fine. This was just...I guess it was building up. Or something. You with with your talking to Dino about dates or whatever and that other guy wanting to make you more of a gentleman - it all made me start thinking too much.

...I do?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

That guy doesn't know what the hell hes talkin about and the other kid is just annoying. he aint gettin his hands on me.

mm. you still sleep with me even though I wake you up every other night just to say I'm horny. You cook for me late at night. You don't hold back when we spar...want more?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Good. To the second part. I like you as you are, believe it or not.

...I was doing those last two things before we were even together. They still count?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

You don't cook for Luffy when he wants you to.

I wouldn't mind hearin you say it though. If you want.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Because I'd be cooking every half hour of the day if I caved to his annoying pestering.

Mm. You still sleeping alone?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

or when you were flipping a shit about something, and you talked to Nami about it. I knew cause she commented to you and then there was nothing after it, no way you wouldn't answer her. Musta been a private thread.

never thought you'd talk to Nami about stuff like that, stuff like US. Since you...really like her or whatever.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Ah. Yeah, that...that was freaking embarrassing, actually.

But I'm glad I did it. I'd do it again.