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...He has way too much self-control. Although there was the falling over part. That pretty much made it worth it. Fuck, I dunno, it's like...whatever I felt before just. Exploded. Did that happen for you? With George? Like, as soon as you know that possibility's there...and then that you can't have it. You just want it more. Which makes everything worse. Goddamn.

I feel like that would be awkward. Talking to him about this.

Yes, that's pretty much exactly what happened.

It might, but...well, I think talking to him must be like the way people in Water 7 would tell Blueno everything about themselves. He listens, rarely says much, and never talks about himself. I don't know a thing about him except that he almost certainly won't use what I say against me.

No wonder you were so miserable all the time.

...If he rarely says much, then what good is it gonna do me? I just spilled my guts to you, I'm not likely to do it again anytime soon.

Now you understand.

Because what little he does say makes perfect sense.

I don't want to understand. I pine over women all the time, why does THIS have to be so much more freaking difficult.

...Hm.

Because you actually care about him.

It's just a suggestions.

...I know that. Figures. He’s such a pain in the ass.

Well I’ll think about it. I guess.

Love does not make any sense whatsoever. That's the only thing I've really learned from this.

...Oi, I'm not in love.

It falls under the same umbrella.

Hn. I guess.

Emotions that make one act like a besotted idiot over a person.

Alright, I get it.

When are you guys going to tell Usopp?

I don't know. She's gone, and I don't feel that it's my place to tell him without her consent. Although I think it has to be soon.

...He's making me go swimming. Floating, whatever.

Well yeah, I know, I didn't mean do it without her, but he's still going on about her being his girlfriend and wondering what he should do and what the hell am I supposed to say to that?? And it's not fair to him.

...The hell is the point of that?

...I don't know, Sanji. I'm sorry. I wasn't going to tell you either in order to keep you from having to make that decision.

He says it will be fun. I have my doubts.

Like I wouldn't have noticed something was up anyway. Unlike Usopp, I wasn't shut up in the infirmary and I definitely would've questioned that whole disappearing for multiple meals together thing.

Won't you just be, like. Totally paralyzed?

...Right.

Apparently I have to use an inner tube. He says that Chopper and Luffy like it, but I'm not sure why.

Just saying.

Yeah, but...they're Chopper and Luffy. I dunno, maybe you'll like it.

I know. All right? I know.

Well, he was insistent.

I know you know.

Uh-huh. Have fun.

You think I'm a heel, don't you.

Little bit. But it's not like it's all your fault. I thought George should've told him as soon as she made her decision, but I guess it's really none of my business. At least, not until Usopp gets totally crushed and someone has to be there to deal with the aftermath.

...I wanted her to tell him right away. She said no. What was I supposed to do?

Nothing, I dunno. I said it wasn't all your fault. And I get wanting to have some time together before things go to shit again, honestly I do. Maybe just...convince her when she gets back?

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