serving_love: (hmm)
Sanji ([personal profile] serving_love) wrote2010-05-29 11:07 pm

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...These kittens are getting pretty damn mobile. They're gonna be all over the freaking place soon.

Anyway, why the hell's it so quiet tonight? Even the sea's quiet, there ain't a shitty breeze or nothing. S'weird. Anyone wanna drink or something? I was thinking of...I dunno, making cookies maybe. Possibly. Who knows.

Either way, I'll be in the galley.

[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:25 am (UTC)(link)
Oh. Yeah, I guess you have.

[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:29 am (UTC)(link)
That was kinda early on, though, so I guess it was different.

[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
Well, yeah, but...same basic idea, right?

[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
Pretty much.

So what, was she just feeling suffocated or something? Why'd she even wanna go?

[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
Suffoca--NO!!

Well. She, um...

[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
...Sorry, it was the fist thing that popped into my head.

[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
It's not anything like that.

[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 08:26 am (UTC)(link)
Well. I was just thinking because the reason she DID leave isn't really great either.

[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
...Point.

[Private]

[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
I think she just wanted some time away to think, and to get her mind off of things. She told me she's been thinking a lot about....well, lately, wondering what things would be like if she hadn't died, and...that kind of stuff. What-ifs. And. ...I guess worrying about the future and...all of US dying.
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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
...She's worrying about all that now?

Oh. It's probably just that time of year, huh.

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[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
...yeah. I mean. I think it was her birthday that started it. And...her deathday is coming up, so...

And she just found out about Lucci and how he...you know. That he probably won't live to be really OLD, so...I'm sure that didn't help either.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, and his birthday is coming up, too, which just adds to it all.

Is she gonna be in a weird mood for the next month, then?

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[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
Mmhmm.

...I hope not. So I think that's part of why she wanted to go away, so she could...try and sort it out and not have to feel like she was bringing everybody down or something. It just sucks because there's not really much I can DO, you know? I want to help, because I don't like her feeling like this, but I can only really...listen, and talk to her about it if she wants to, or...distract her.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah...yeah, I think that really IS all you can do. Unfortunately. That kinda thing...it is what it is. Nothing is going to change the stuff she's upset about it, so.

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[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
...yeah. It still sucks, though.

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[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 08:28 am (UTC)(link)
...well. Yeah, you're probably right. She will be. She even said she thought things were a little better! ...unless maybe she was just saying that so I wouldn't worry.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 08:50 am (UTC)(link)
...She's usually pretty straightforward about that kinda thing, isn't she? It's just...I mean, I hope she's fine, because there really isn't a...solution? I guess. You know? So. It sucks, because if I were in your shoes I'd kind of be at a loss.

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[identity profile] warriorothesea.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
...usually. But she doesn't like it when I worry, either. ...I dunno.

I...guess we just have to see how things go. She said she didn't think she'd feel like this forever or anything, and I believe her. I just...dunno how much time it'll take for her to start feeling better again, you know?

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-05-30 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
That's probably because you worry about everything ever.

Well. Her deathday isn't even until the end of the month. You think she'll feel better BEFORE that? I'd think it would be the opposite.