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...These kittens are getting pretty damn mobile. They're gonna be all over the freaking place soon.

Anyway, why the hell's it so quiet tonight? Even the sea's quiet, there ain't a shitty breeze or nothing. S'weird. Anyone wanna drink or something? I was thinking of...I dunno, making cookies maybe. Possibly. Who knows.

Either way, I'll be in the galley.

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Mmhmm.

...I hope not. So I think that's part of why she wanted to go away, so she could...try and sort it out and not have to feel like she was bringing everybody down or something. It just sucks because there's not really much I can DO, you know? I want to help, because I don't like her feeling like this, but I can only really...listen, and talk to her about it if she wants to, or...distract her.

Yeah...yeah, I think that really IS all you can do. Unfortunately. That kinda thing...it is what it is. Nothing is going to change the stuff she's upset about it, so.

...yeah. It still sucks, though.

She'll be fine.

...well. Yeah, you're probably right. She will be. She even said she thought things were a little better! ...unless maybe she was just saying that so I wouldn't worry.

...She's usually pretty straightforward about that kinda thing, isn't she? It's just...I mean, I hope she's fine, because there really isn't a...solution? I guess. You know? So. It sucks, because if I were in your shoes I'd kind of be at a loss.

...usually. But she doesn't like it when I worry, either. ...I dunno.

I...guess we just have to see how things go. She said she didn't think she'd feel like this forever or anything, and I believe her. I just...dunno how much time it'll take for her to start feeling better again, you know?

That's probably because you worry about everything ever.

Well. Her deathday isn't even until the end of the month. You think she'll feel better BEFORE that? I'd think it would be the opposite.

...I'm not THAT bad.

Mm. Well. That's a good point. But. I dunno. Last year she forgot about her deathday until it was already past. Maybe it doesn't have to be a HUGE deal. It's fine if she wants to...acknowledge it. I mean. It's important. But it wouldn't be good if it makes her feel worse, either.

You kind of are.

Yeah, she told me she wanted to celebrate it. Or...I guess acknowledge is a better word. Can't remember if she wants a cake or something. I should probably ask her.

Only SOMETIMES. For...important stuff.

...I don't really think it's a cake kinda day. But I dunno. Maybe you can just make some food she likes or something like that.

Uh-huh.

Well it wouldn't be a FANCY cake, obviously. But she was saying she'd rather celebrate that over her birthday, so I don't think she wanted it to be a day where everyone was being all quiet and awkward. Like we're...I dunno, mourning.

Mm. Maybe you're right. ...yeah, definitely not like that. I just...I guess I'm really not sure what you're supposed to do for a day like that. Brook's the only other person I know who's died, and he doesn't--I'm not even sure exactly when he died. Maybe he isn't either. It's probably not the same, anyway.

Yeah...I have no idea what you're supposed to do for a day like that either. We could just ask her.

That would probably be best, yeah.

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