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...Yeah, that probably seems even worse to you.

Oh shut up. Ugh, I still can't believe Luffy ended up on her island. HERS. She's from that Amazon island, there's no men there! ONLY WOMEN!!! And that's completely wasted on Luffy, he has no fucking clue how lucky he was getting to run around with a bunch of beautiful girls while I was stuck-- ALSKJDHLAKJSHKS.

Edited 2009-11-28 05:07 (UTC)

That's not what I meant. It's not 'worse'...whatever that is.

...Pffft, I think Luffy's probably the only guy they wouldn't have destroyed, so he's the best fit. An' that's right, even all this time later you haven't said where you ended up...While you were stuck—where, exactly?

So it's better? That it's nothing serious?

...Nowhere. In a fucking hellhole, that's all you need to know.

I—geh?...I dunno!! Better for who?

...I was just going with what you said, I don't know!

Agh...This—OK, OK, wait a minute, fuck. Are you still talking about—me coping, or whatever, or is this about you? Or the damn leopard, for that matter?

.......All of the above? Sort of. Minus Lucci. Shit, I dunno, you just seemed kinda not okay with it or...or weirded out by the whole thing or something, so I thought if I told you it was just...completely casual and didn't mean anything then you'd get it, but then I remembered you don't even do the whole casual fucking thing, so - and I don't know why I care what you think because it's not like it's any of your business yet I keep MAKING it your business by bringing it up every two seconds even though you obviously don't wanna hear about it and -- fuck.

I shoulda just waited for the next island and found a goddamn girl.

...You're not me, I'm not gonna get weird on you for doin' something I wouldn't, cook. If I—seem not okay with it, I dunno, but it's not about that, at least.

It isn't my business, cook, I know that, and I've been trying...there are only so many reasons why you'd care what I think so much, and you need t'stop confusing me, okay?

...Why didn't you? I mean. You just told me that day you wouldn't go for guys. Lucci's just. That attractive?

I didn't- ...I never said I wouldn't go for guys. I might've implied it -- okay, definitely implied it, and I think more specifically I said I didn't want to sleep with Lucci, which was...obviously a lie, but - never said that other thing. But with Lucci, I dunno. I just...felt like it. It'd been awhile. Maybe I was curious. Fuck knows. But I knew with him, at least, things wouldn't get...fucked up. Or weird. ...Or ruined.

...I'm not trying to confuse you. Hell, if anything, I confuse myself. Don't know what the hell is going on in my own head these days, I'm sorta thinking I went insane somewhere along the line.

...Right. You wanted your uncomplicated—thing, and you've got it. Right. Okay.

And you're...curious? And you just found out I usually like men, so—that's probably why you want my opinion on your...thing. I guess. Hah. Knew I had to be imagining—anyway, nevermind. You've always been insane.

...Yes and no, god, you're so... Geez, you've got it backwards - I was curious BECAUSE I'd just found out you usually...whatever, and it's not like I was looking for your opinion because I figured you'd be some master of guy-on-guy relationships! I just. Shit. Uncomplicated, right...well I did a fine job of fucking making everything complicated anyway.

Imagining what?

...I thought you weren't trying to confuse me. Finding out made you curious, and you have some other reason for caring what I think. If you're gonna shoot down my reasoning, Sanji, you have to know what this goddamn sounds like and just tell me I'm wrong before I go fucking crazy!

This! You're doing it again!

Well, Zoro, what does it goddamn sound like, then?! Just what the hell are you imagining, because I can't read YOUR mind either, you know -- look, you fail at the being straightforward thing as much as I do!!

...God fucking damn it! Fine, you shitty cook! You want straightforward?!

You apparently decided t'fuck Lucci because you got curious when you found out I like guys—and you were frustrated n'you think he's fucking hot, yeah, I get that—you've been interrogating me, you stared at me when I was dancing with Michiko, and when I was peeling potatoes, and half a dozen other times, maybe, and then you go off again with the damn leopard and—I don't even know! What the hell!

It fucking sounds like you're trying t'figure out who I like and why, if I'm goddamn jealous of you and Lucci—who you're just fuck-buddies with, no worries—n'that you might li—be attr—be interested in me!...Too. For...something. Fs'dslkdaj;ghksdls!!

Shitdammitfuck, cook, just kick me in the head now and tell me I'm insane and hallucinating, alright?! And remember that you fucking asked!

Edited 2009-11-29 12:51 (UTC)

Yes. Completely tortured. It was awful.

...Oh, no, you didn't. You're just hiding something.

It was MENTAL torture!

Right. What, was it a hairy,-ball-scratching-guys only island or something?

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It was actually worse than even that.

...What could be worse than that, for you?

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.......When the hairy,-ball-scratching-guys on the guys only island wear dresses? And MAKEUP?? AND ARE FUCKING HIDEOUS?????

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