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There’s a vineyard on this island. On the other side, away from town. What the hell. Clubs, bars, hotels, a pretty fucking decent food market, and a vineyard.

Can we never leave?

Unrelated, but – turkey, ham, or both?

Oh, and I need a head count. Mashiro-san, you guys are staying through Thursday at least, right?? ...And you, Ace?

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It changes everything, I didn't think you were even slightly interested - shit, and I'm sorry I'm going off in like a thousand directions on you, it's just.

...What's your definition of not casual?

You think I gotta damn handbook? I dunno, but it'd be too "complicated" for you, so what's the point? Something more than fucking, preferably not sharing, and with someone who's not just dicking around with guys because he can't choose a girl!

S'not like I'm looking t'get freaking married, cook, but which of those do you want to deal with? Right, none. Just—stick with the leopard.

Look, I needed- no, I wanted uncomplicated at the time, but you can stop fucking throwing that word at me because with you it's different! I don't know why or how, because you're such a goddamn pain in the ass, but. I mean. Well it's not like you'd have to share anyway, Lucci ain't exactly expecting anything from me, that was the point of...whatever we were doing.

I don't know. Maybe it is just a phase, but maybe... But you're probably right. I don't know how we'd ever work out.

Bwah? You...different, huh. ...Fine, I'll stop bringing up "uncomplicated." And Lucci. Anyway, you're a pain in the ass, too! You—distract me. All the time!

...Even if it isn't, it's. Still not a good idea. Probably. We're—bad at this, we've already established that. Even if we both—um.

Yes, different. It's...I don't know. You're you. So it's different. And you're JUST as distracting! The way you strut all around the goddamn place. Geez.

...Yeah. It'd probably make shit...weird. More weird. Could mess up the crew dynamics or...something.

...You're making it hard to just let this go, cook. You make me want to—

But. Yeah. Yeah, exactly, that's why. So we just...won't. I mean, we've been avoiding it so far, should be—no problem. Right.

...And I don't strut. People who train naturally get sweaty and hot!

...Yeah, sure, no problem. And you're one to talk about it being hard, saying shit like THAT. Fucking hell.

You strut. And you train RIGHT where I can see you from the galley door half the time. If I go out for a smoke break or something.

I stopped!! I didn't say anything!

...That's not on purpose. And I'm not the one being distracting those times! With you just—leaning there, staring at me, and dragging from those damn smokes!

You started to! THAT'S BAD ENOUGH.

Oh - jesus, I don't just stand there and STARE at you, what the hell! ...And if I am, it's only because you're in the way!!

AGH. Well I'll try not to do it again, fuck!

Yeah, you only do it when you think I'm NOT LOOKING, that's so much less nerve-wracking!...In the way my ass.

Good.

Yeah, your ass is usually what's IN the way.

...

Right, anyway.

Um. I got a question.

...gdsfs;jk.

Yes. What.

...Heh.

It's just. Part of "not casual" for you is...it being more than just fucking. That's what you said. So. That means there's...more to it for you. With me. I'm guessing. Right?

...Yeah. Yeah, I thought I made that pretty obvious, cook.

...Right, I was just. Checking.

...Aaaand now we forget about it. Right?

...Yeah, I guess. Consider it forgotten.

...Okay. Back to...normal.

Normalcy is overrated, I think.

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