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I'm...pretty sure I didn't use all those words exactly. He was just annoying me with the way he was acting about the whole thing. Like how he was EXPECTING people to be mad at him and thought that you might be upset, and yet he did it anyway. It was just...shitty.

Yeah, that's the time when he...kept trying to get me to punch him.

...I don't know, Sanji. What would you do if you were me?

Hey, I already told you to punch him.

I didn't mean THAT.

...I still think I might, though.

...Oh, you just mean in general?

Yeah, pretty much.

If I were you... Well, I'd still punch Ace, for one.

And then I guess I'd go to bed. Sleep for a good eight hours. Wake up and eat the fucking fantastic breakfast the cook on my ship made.

...And then move on.

The three of you are acting like this is doomsday in the making, and I know it fucking sucks, but it's not the end of the world. At least everything's out in the open now so you can just DEAL with it. You're only eighteen, Usopp, and there are people way older than you getting their hearts broken everyday. That's life. I know it seems like this big huge thing right now, but that's only until the next big huge thing comes along.

George-san loves you. Alright? She loves you. She may have feelings for Lucci and he'll probably always be her best friend, but it's you she's staying with. She's happy with you. And Lucci...will learn to live with that and he'll be fine. He's gotten through worse, this is just...a different experience for him altogether. But maybe it's one he needed to have.

So it might take awhile, but I think all of you will be okay. Nothing's ever really as bad as it feels at the time. Trust me.

That would probably be a lot more comforting if it was true.

...thanks for trying, I guess.

If what part was true?

She said she...I don't know, Sanji. She said she's IN LOVE with him. And she said she wants us both. So...maybe she's with me now, but how long will that last? If it's between me and him, you KNOW he's gonna win in the end.

Well with that attitude, yeah, he might. What's he got that you don't?

...you REALLY have to ask that?

Yes.

He's smarter, he's stronger, he's braver, he's better-looking, he's good at EVERYTHING, he's--

WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME SAY THIS???

I figured I’d let you get the whiny bitch out of your system. You done?

Gee, THANKS. That helped SO much.

Edited 2009-11-18 14:23 (UTC)

Oh, suck it up. This black cloud of doom hanging over the ship is starting to get annoying - which is unfair, I know, since it’s got nothing to do with me, but whatever.

You’ve got your own strong points. Don’t compare yourself to him, it ain’t worth it. Have a little self-confidence, would ya? We can’t all be ex-trained government officials for secret organizations, so there’s no point bemoaning the fact.

Well, what am I supposed to DO?! I love her, but I'm NOT ENOUGH.

...self-confidence. Right. Because I ALWAYS have so much of THAT in the first place.

I DON’T KNOW. Alright??? I don’t know what you're supposed to do, I’ve never been in this situation, I don’t know what to say anymore! I don’t know what to tell any of you. Nothing I say is going to make anything better and I’m out of advice. I’m sorry.

But you are enough. You’re more than enough and any girl would be lucky to have you. If SHE can’t see that...then I dunno, maybe you’re better off without her.

You have it when you need it. Now is one of those times.

...you're right. It's not like it's your problem anyway. Sorry for-- Sorry.

...I -- shit.

Fuck, Usopp, I'm sorry- Look, I want to help you. I wish I could, I just. I don't know what to do. And it's fucking frustrating because...you're hurting and. And there's not a goddamn thing I can do about it.

Sorry for being like this. I just...don't know who else to talk to about this. I think I need to talk to SOMEONE, or I think I might explode, or SOMETHING. And...this isn't the kinda thing that Luffy would--

You're not being like anything, it's understandable that you'd need someone to talk to and I want to be that person. I want to be there for you, I just wish I could give you some actual answers. But I definitely shouldn't be snapping at you now of all times, so...I'm sorry.

It's okay.

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