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I figured I’d let you get the whiny bitch out of your system. You done?

Gee, THANKS. That helped SO much.

Edited 2009-11-18 14:23 (UTC)

Oh, suck it up. This black cloud of doom hanging over the ship is starting to get annoying - which is unfair, I know, since it’s got nothing to do with me, but whatever.

You’ve got your own strong points. Don’t compare yourself to him, it ain’t worth it. Have a little self-confidence, would ya? We can’t all be ex-trained government officials for secret organizations, so there’s no point bemoaning the fact.

Well, what am I supposed to DO?! I love her, but I'm NOT ENOUGH.

...self-confidence. Right. Because I ALWAYS have so much of THAT in the first place.

I DON’T KNOW. Alright??? I don’t know what you're supposed to do, I’ve never been in this situation, I don’t know what to say anymore! I don’t know what to tell any of you. Nothing I say is going to make anything better and I’m out of advice. I’m sorry.

But you are enough. You’re more than enough and any girl would be lucky to have you. If SHE can’t see that...then I dunno, maybe you’re better off without her.

You have it when you need it. Now is one of those times.

...you're right. It's not like it's your problem anyway. Sorry for-- Sorry.

...I -- shit.

Fuck, Usopp, I'm sorry- Look, I want to help you. I wish I could, I just. I don't know what to do. And it's fucking frustrating because...you're hurting and. And there's not a goddamn thing I can do about it.

Sorry for being like this. I just...don't know who else to talk to about this. I think I need to talk to SOMEONE, or I think I might explode, or SOMETHING. And...this isn't the kinda thing that Luffy would--

You're not being like anything, it's understandable that you'd need someone to talk to and I want to be that person. I want to be there for you, I just wish I could give you some actual answers. But I definitely shouldn't be snapping at you now of all times, so...I'm sorry.

It's okay.

It's not, but thanks.

Any new developments?

...nothing good.

...Well. That...really fucking blows.

She's...I asked her why she loves him. Maybe that was just a bad idea.

I HAD to ask, though.

Curiosity killed the cat.

...I probably would've asked, too.

...yeah. I knew it was a bad idea when I asked. I just had to know.

And...I guess I kinda hoped she'd tell me why she loves me, too. It feels pathetic to have to ASK. Especially right now.

Mm, if anything she should be singing your praises instead of going off about Lucci. There’s nothing wrong with wanting to know or needing a little reassurance, especially after you get that sort of bombshell dropped on you.

I mean. She said she loves me more. She says I AM enough. ...I'm just not sure I believe her. She's probably-- I'm sure she just doesn't wanna make me feel WORSE.

...but that's no good either, is it? I don't want to...not trust her. I just--it's sort of hard right now. I just have...doubts.

I can’t just say you should trust her and be done with it, Usopp, that’s not gonna take away whatever reservations you have. I’m sure she IS telling the truth, but... I dunno. Actions speak louder than words? Maybe she can find some other way to prove it to you.

...yeah, I guess. Maybe it'll just take...a little time.

Like I said - there's no instant fix.

...I think we're gonna go out on Mini-Merry tonight and just...spend some time alone.

Oh yeah? Probably not a bad idea. You can talk some more or whatever.

Yeah, maybe. I dunno if I want to keep talking about this right now, actually. I mean, we probably should, but...ever just kind of want a break?

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