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I think I'm just about done with this island.

Although it's kind of fucking hilarious we'll be here for tomorrow. Least we don't gotta worry about decorating.

...On a completely random note, I can't seem to find Shitty Bug. Er. Help?

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That doesn't make any sense.

Did you guys have a good night?

Don't ask ME; I didn't invent fish! The male ones are just usually more colorful so they can...attract girls, right?

...yeah, it wasn't too bad.

I don't know how fish work, man! That seems really backwards, though.

But not too good either?

Lots of birds are like that too, though.

Well. It was just sort of awkward, too. But...not bad. It just felt sort of...off, I guess.

Whatever. Animals are stupid.

I guess that's to be expected. But you guys will make it through this.

If you say so.

...I hope you're right.

...Yeah, I hope I am, too.

...is it really stupid of me to-- Well. You know how he goes with her on her job. And she says it helps her to have him with her. But...I feel weird about it. Like. Jealous.

It's not stupid. Would you want to go with her, though? Maybe that's just gotta be one of those things that's theirs.

Hey, what're you doing right now?

Do I WANT to? ...not exactly. I mean. I don't think I want to have to SEE that, but I kinda feel like...I should? Like...I'm her boyfriend, isn't it supposed to be my job to help her out with stuff like this? M-maybe that's the whole reason she started to...like him. Because he was able to be there for her when she had to do that stuff, and I wasn't.

Now? Uh. Putting this clock back together again. Why?

I don't know if I'd say it was your job... I dunno, that's a tough one. You want to help her and she's probably just trying to protect you from seeing that sort of shit. I doubt that's why she starting liking him, but... Look, some people are just good at certain things and others aren't. Lucci's better equipped to handle that sort of thing, and...just because you can't be there doesn't mean you can't still support her and comfort her and be there for her after.

So nothing important. Awesome - come on, we're going drinking.

...that's what she said. She doesn't want me to have to see it, or...even really know about it. She never wanted to talk about it. I mean. Even when she's really upset, or when she wakes up with nightmare, if I ask her about it, she never... So. Eventually, I stopped asking.

But...earlier tonight, she asked me about it. If I wanted to come with, or--she said she'll tell me about it, because it's part of who she is. So. That's probably good. Right?

...Zoro said something about that. So. Now? Seriously?

There are some things people just don't want to talk about. It doesn't mean they care any less for you or that they're trying to keep it from you. That's just their way of dealing with it.

...Yeah, that's good. One step at a time, right?

Yes, now. Consider it a distraction. Clear your head for awhile and spend some time with the guys. You don't got a choice, so you'd better hurry up and get ready.

...yeah, I know. I still feel kinda useless.

Right. I guess that's all that we can do, huh?

Well. ...okay. Fine. I guess that might not be too bad. Wait, so who all's coming?

Well, don't. Just remember that she's not doing it to hurt you.

I think so, yeah.

Me and Zoro, at least. And whoever else he gets, I guess.

I'm not HURT. Exactly.

...oh. I dunno, Sanji. This isn't...is this about what Zoro said before? Because I don't think I'm really in the mood for that. Considering...well. Considering a lot of stuff.

Well. Good.

No, don't be stupid, it's not about anything. We're just going out.

...promise?

Promise. We just figured you could use a break.

Oh. Well. Okay, then. That might be kinda nice. Anyway, George and Lucci are off...doing her job stuff, and I'm not really sure where Luffy IS, so we might as well go do something too.

Knowing him, he's probably camped out at a deli in town somewhere. Looks like it's just you, me, and Zoro. Ya ready?

Oh, really? Just us three?

Depends. This isn't the kind of bar where you expect me to dress up, is it?

Yep.

Nah, it's come as you are. We went there last night and it was mostly just a bunch of shitty guys getting wasted, so whatever.

That's...probably good. I'm not sure I'm in the mood to handle Brooke right now.

Okay, then I'll be right up!

Heh, can't say I blame ya.

Good.

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