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Mm.

Okay.

I want it to work. And so far it's okay. I don't know. I'm trying not to think about the million ways it could go wrong. But I kind of can't help it.

...I think Usopp and Lucci have kind of made up, though. So. That's good.

Yeah, Lucci said Usopp was talking to him more. And I saw the black eye Usopp gave him. Heh.

Well. Look, it's working for now, right? And it's Valentine's Day. So just focus on being happy and don't worry about it!

Yeah, jeez, I still can't believe that Usopp actually hit him. And hard enough to leave a bruise like that.

Yeah. I know, I know. I'm sorry. I've just. Been trying to be so fucking positive the last few weeks and I didn't...never mind. Focusing on being happy. Thanks, Sanji.

I think it's fucking awesome, hahaha. Go Usopp.

Stop apologizing! But...you didn't what?

Yeah. On one hand I'm really proud of him but on the other...I don't know. I know why he was mad at Lucci. It just doesn't feel right that he wasn't mad at me too.

Nothing.

...Love is blind? I really don't know.

Ah. Okay.

I think I'd feel less guilty if he were mad. Not that I want him to be mad at me it's just...it's what I deserve.

...anyway. I'm sorry. I'll stop talking about it.

Well. He's not, so... That's just how he works, I guess. Maybe it was easier because there was someone else around for him to be mad at. Although I guess he's still more likely to get mad at himself before he'd get mad at you.

Don't be sorry. You know I'm always willing to talk to you about anything, I just...I felt like I was getting too nosy and too involved for awhile there.

Yeah.

No, I am. All this shit has just kind of been building up and it's not fair for me to dump it on you. I don't want to do that anymore.

I'll...I'll talk to you later, Sanji.

...Alright, if you're sure! We could always talk about something else, though!

Maybe I should just. Find someone else to talk to. Or just...buck up and deal with shit on my own.

Like what? How are things with Zoro?

What, why?? Like someone...not on the crew, you mean? Outside perspective?

Like anything. And things with Zoro are good. Surprisingly good, heh. Gotta hog the crow's nest more often.

...never mind.

Mm. The crow's nest is a great place to be alone. Which is why I suggested it.

...Okay. Okay, sorry. Moving on!

Haha, he mentioned that was you. Thanks.

I just don't want to keep dumping all my shit on you, Sanji.

No problem.

It's fine, I didn't mean to push! S'all good.

I kinda wish I had someplace like Usopp does, his workshop or whatever. I mean, there's the galley, but... Well, everyone goes in there.

You're not pushing.

Yeah. Usopp's Factory is kind of a godsend. Especially since we had Franky install the bed. That doesn't really work for me and Lucci, though.

Guess Usopp wouldn't be too thrilled if you borrowed the bed, ahah.

...he'd probably like. Kill himself or something.

That'd be unfortunate.

...Sooo he's a girl now.

...yep. So. That's weird.

He and I were supposed to do something together tonight.

He's...really pretty.

Ah, were you? That sucks. Not that you still can't, I guess.

...I know. And his boobs are like...perfect. It's not fair.

Well I told him we could still make a fort and hang out and stuff. It's just. Kind of weird.

The hell is it with that fruit and boobs, seriously.

Only if you let it be weird! He's still Usopp. I mean...when you're not getting up close and personal.

Seriously. Fuck that.

Well I was planning on getting up close and personal. That was kind of the plan.

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