serving_love: (have I mentioned yet how pretty you are?)
Sanji ([personal profile] serving_love) wrote2010-02-14 04:02 pm

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HAPPY
VALENTINE'S DAY
♥ ~LADIES~ ♥



I want you ALL to be my Valentine!!!! But since I can't spend this day with each and every one of you,
I decided to spread my love by making you all ~CHOCOLATE~ instead!!!

I'm sending some to all of your ships~

Have a wonderful day, my dears!!!!!!


Other assholes - IT'S FOR THE WOMEN ONLY.

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[identity profile] deadgirldropout.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 09:37 am (UTC)(link)
I know, Sanji. I know what I did. I know how shitty it was. I don't deserve to have been forgiven, and I know that. I don't blame him for what he thinks of me, in fact it's probably pretty similar to how I feel about myself. I fucked up bigtime. I don't know how I would even go about beginning to try to redeem myself in Zoro's eyes, and frankly, I don't think I really deserve the chance. That's all I meant.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 09:53 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't say you don't deserve to be forgiven. It's not even Zoro's place TO forgive you, or mine, or anyone else's. Usopp has, that's...the important thing. That, and you should forgive yourself, but that's something else entirely. You do deserve the chance, and I'm pretty sure he'd give it to you, too. You just...well. Seem to not care. Which is what you said, so. I dunno.

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[identity profile] deadgirldropout.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
I know, that's what I meant. I don't deserve to have been forgiven by Usopp. And I do care. I just. Sometimes wish I didn't. That I could be the way I used to be. And that's fucked up because I was miserable. I don't know. I've been trying to talk to him. I just. Don't know how. He and I were never close even before he lost his memory.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 10:25 am (UTC)(link)
Well whether you deserve it or not, it happened. And you can't change that, so you might as well just accept it and be happy. That's all Usopp wants for you, you know, and I think you just make him worry when you're anything but. Anyway, look, trying is good, right? Maybe you should just be direct about it. Because he could tell you better than anyone else how he feels.

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[identity profile] deadgirldropout.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. Okay. You're right.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
...I'm not trying to be right, I just. I'd like it if you guys could be friends, that's all. And if you could be happy with how things are going.

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[identity profile] deadgirldropout.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I am happy. A lot of the time. But the rest of the time I just...the guilt.

Well I'd like to be friends with him, too. I like him.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Well. Maybe it'll fade eventually...

Then you should definitely keep trying to talk to him.

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[identity profile] deadgirldropout.livejournal.com 2010-02-21 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe.

...fine. I will.