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[serving_love]

...So. Think I’m gonna go out this afternoon. Probably grab dinner on the island. Anyone else wanna come?

I’ll leave shit in the galley, too, if you’d rather stay.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Just saying, it could've been a distraction.

...Look, Usopp, I'm sorry.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

It's not like that would do any good in the end anyway.

Yeah, I'm sure you are.

...look. I have one question. It's pretty obvious in retrospect that you knew...something. But how MUCH did you know?

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

No, probably not.

...I knew everything. I mean. Maybe not details. Not like I asked if they were sleeping together or not, but it was a pretty easy assumption to make.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...right. That's what I figured.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I wanted to tell you. I really wanted to tell you, Usopp. I told George at the beginning of the month and I've been bugging Lucci ever since to hurry the fuck up and get it over with because I didn't want to lie to you.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

If you WANTED to tell me, if they weren't going to--then why DIDN'T you?? I thought--you're supposed to be my best friend!! If you didn't want to lie to me, then you SHOULDN'T have. I--

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Why do you think I told you to stop talking to me about it?! It's the only thing I could think of, telling you would've been breaking my promise, not to mention it never should've had to come from me in the first place! George should've told you weeks ago, and Lucci said he was gonna talk to her about it!

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

I just...I thought you were on my side, Sanji.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...I was. But she made a decision and I can't control her actions and they're my friends, too, and—in the end I was...trying not to pick sides at all. I'm sorry.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...right. I guess it was ONLY a month. No wonder you got so fed up with talking to me about stuff.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

ONLY a month was an entire month too long. And I wasn't fed up, how many times do I gotta tell you that? Didn't I JUST say that I told you to stop so I wouldn't have to lie to you?? Maybe that was...selfish. Zoro suggested it and I thought it made sense... That doesn't make it any better.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

At least you...I guess you did what you could. Aside from actually SAYING anything, I mean.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I just got snappy and annoyed whenever you brought her up. I probably could've handled it better.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...I guess it doesn't matter anymore. I won't lie, I'm still kind of mad at you, but I just...I can't handle any more of this right now, Sanji. If I couldn't talk to you right now I think I'd go crazy. So whatever. I don't care. At least I know you're sorry and you didn't mean to-- It's fine. Forget it.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...I expected you to be mad at me. But I am sorry and—yeah.

There's fudge in the galley. Not that...it'll fix anything. But, um. It's there.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

.....god, I'm such an idiot.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...No you're not.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

How am I not??

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

No one told you anything, how were you supposed to know? You believed what you did because you trust everyone - that doesn't make you an idiot, it makes everyone else an idiot for betraying you like that.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

It makes me naive, doesn't it? And...that's really just a nice way of saying too stupid to know better.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Naive isn't the right word... Usopp, it doesn't make you anything. This wasn't your fault, the bottom line is they should've told you.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...I have no idea what I'm supposed to do, Sanji. It's like someone just yanked the rug out from under my feet. A really big rug.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Maybe talk to Zoro about it some? I mean. It's...not really the same thing. But it's sort of similar. At least he might know how you feel, maybe he'd be able to say something...useful. Possibly.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...maybe. I dunno if he'd want to even talk about...any of this. You know how he is, sometimes.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I think if it's you, he won't mind talking about it.