serving_love | (no subject)

It's been like this for almost two months now, Sanji. It just...really wears you down.

...gee, THANKS. That's SO reassuring to hear.

I know, I know...

Well. I would and I wouldn't. Being hurt FEELS worse, probably. But...I don't want to be mad at her, either. I still am, a little. I just. Don't want to be.

I'm not even directly involved and it's wearing me down.

Well if none of you are coming up with other options, how the hell else do you think it's gonna go?

...Right, sorry.

I just know how to handle anger, that's all. But yeah. Not wanting to be mad at her makes sense.

...right. Well, I guess you sort of ended up kind in the middle a little anyway. You apparently had to hear about it from everyone, at least.

It's not like I'm not TRYING!! I just...I have no clue what to do, Sanji!!! You can't...FORCE someone to make up their mind that easy.

I don't like being mad like this. Anyway it...usually doesn't last very long when I am, I guess. Except. Maybe it will this time. I don't know. I kind of think I want to...punch him or something.

...but not REALLY, because that would be a horrible idea and then maybe I'd die.

I dunno, though. I just...ugh. I gotta let this out somehow, I guess. Maybe I SHOULD try shooting some stuff. You got any empty bottles or anything?

Yeah well. Whatever. It's not a big deal.

That easy, the time for it to be called THAT EASY was like two months ago. At this point I'd say that getting her to make up her mind is more of a pain in the ass.

He'd probably let you punch him. But failing that, yeah, I've probably got some shit you can shoot. I'm all for expressing anger in creative ways.

FINE then. The point is, yeah, maybe I should do SOMETHING, but I don't have any clue what, and...neither does George, and I don't think Lucci does either.

You think? Hmm. ...nah, I'd probably just...break my hand or something. I'll just stick to whatever you've got.

Then you're back at being miserable, aren't you? It's a big circle.

Right, yeah, then he'd just feel like an even bigger asshole - I doubt you'd break your hand.

I don't think we ever LEFT being miserable in the first place. It's not even a circle. It's a...quagmire.

...what, you think I should?

Well. I guess MAYBE not if he didn't use that Tekkai stuff. It still seems a little iffy to me.

I meant when you're trying to figure out what to do. You're just going in circles.

He wouldn't! Hell, I think it's a good idea.

Oh. Well...that too, then.

...right, of course YOU'D think it's a good idea.

...Yeah, so. Anyway.

I just think you deserve to punch someone!

...right.

So. You just want me to punch someone. ...am I missing something here?

Sorry, I didn't know where else to go with that.

...No? I don't want you to punch someone, just figured it might help. Maybe you could get Franky to set up a punching bag for you and you can go beat the crap out of it.

Yeah, well...I don't either. I guess that's the point.

I dunno. If I'm gonna do that, I might as well just go shoot a bunch of bottles. It's basically the same thing, in the end. Maybe I'll just draw little Lucci faces on them first or something.

Guess so.

Ahah. That could work.

It wouldn't take too long to do, anyway; either. Just draw on some sinister eyebrows and a weird goatee and that's basically him.

They'll definitely be interesting to see.

I'll find you some bottles.

Masterpieces. And then. You know. I'll smash them with pachinko balls.

Thanks.

...Right. And then...possibly feel a little better. Maybe.

Hopefully.

It's something to do, at least.

Yeah...and then after that?

...I dunno. I haven't thought that far ahead yet.

Hm. I guess it’s a start anyway, right?

Yup. Something to do, at least.

Have you ever had moose?

...ur. I dunno. Have you ever fed us moose before?

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