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[serving_love]

...Hm.

It could look worse, I guess.

...

Actually.

No. It couldn't.

Goddammit. Whatever.

ANYWAY. Straw Hats, we kinda need to...go pick someone up. I told him we'd be there in...oh...negative five weeks. Ahah. Nami-sa—er. Na...mi.....nngh - she says we're leaving right after lunch. So get your shit together!


P.S. I haven't had a cigarette in almost three days. You've been warned. Not that you NEED to be warned, because I'm totally fine.

P.P.S. Chopper says he's gonna take my stitches out tomorrow. THANK FUCK.

P.P.P.S. Zoro is an idiot.



[ooc: SO SANJI NOW LOOKS LIKE THIS. Minus the smile. As he is none too pleased at the moment, haha. \o/]

Comments

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

I thought you were saying you DID know.

...I guess. And I know I shouldn't push her about--you know, that kind of stuff, but sometimes it's just really hard NOT to mention it because it's always on my mind, at least a little, and...ugh. Sorry. I didn't mean to get into that stuff again.

I'm sure. We were gonna have like a...sleepover, once I got out of the infirmary. Sort of how we used to, with the fort and everything, except...probably without the sleeping-over part, because I guess she thinks that might...I dunno. But then she had to leave, so I guess we'll do it after she gets back.

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Oh, you meant the other thing—right, yes. I do know. Yep.

S'fine. I'm sort of in the same position right now anyway.

Possibly she feels it's inappropriate...? Or she doesn't wan to...lead you on. Maybe.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

Why, what did you THINK I meant?

Oh. With Zoro? So, uh. Whatever happened with that, anyway? I thought maybe you guys kind of worked something out; at least...he doesn't seem really mad at you or anything.

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Thought you were talking about whether or not she actually wanted you to go with her.

We haven't worked anything out, we're just waiting. I'm just waiting.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

Oh. Nah, not with that, at least. ...so you don't know for that though, huh? I guess...no point dwelling on it now, but...what if...uughhh. Now I can't stop wondering. What if I screwed up by not even asking??

...waiting for what?

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Look, would it even have mattered? You're injured. There's no way Chopper would've let you go.

For him to make up his mind.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...yeah, I guess.

Oh. So we really are in the same boat, aren't we. Mostly.

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

So don't worry about it.

Yeah, I guess. Except you didn't almost cheat on your as-of-yet-undecided-what-to-call-him of barely a week who you'd only kissed when you weren't even actually yourself.

By which I mean I guess I deserve this, whereas you don't.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

TRYING not to.

...he doesn't seem like he's exactly MAD at you, though. Unless he's just hiding it really good. So...that's probably a good sign, right?

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Well, it's been like...over three weeks. Obviously he's not going to be spitting fire whenever he looks at me, and anyway, we said we'd do our best to be normal.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but...okay, maybe not MAD, but is he UPSET? Or is the normal thing working out okay??

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I guess it's working out...fine.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...and it wouldn't be "leading me on", jeez. She's still my girlfriend, you know. Anyway, I'm still...giving her space to figure out whatever she needs to figure out, I just. You know. Miss her. A lot.

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Leading you on when she's still not sure of her decision—would you really call her your girlfriend? I thought you were on a break.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

She IS still my girlfriend. I even asked her, because...well, remember before, when I wasn't sure what the "on a break" thing was supposed to MEAN?

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Ah, right... When did you ask her that?

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

Oh. I dunno, a little while ago. Before the fight. Anyway, I think things are maybe getting better again now...well. I'm not sure. They are and they aren't.

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Oh. Okay. That's...good. That things could be getting better.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...what do you think? I mean. Has she said anything to you lately? I know she...talks to you about stuff like this sometimes.

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

She's said a lot to me. But to tell you would be a breach of confidence.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...oh come ON.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

You can't just say something like that and not--

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

You don't have to tell me what she SAID, but can't you at least give me some kinda...

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

Is it good or bad??

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Both? Neither? Whatever, it's not important. Don't worry about it.