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[serving_love]

...Hm.

It could look worse, I guess.

...

Actually.

No. It couldn't.

Goddammit. Whatever.

ANYWAY. Straw Hats, we kinda need to...go pick someone up. I told him we'd be there in...oh...negative five weeks. Ahah. Nami-sa—er. Na...mi.....nngh - she says we're leaving right after lunch. So get your shit together!


P.S. I haven't had a cigarette in almost three days. You've been warned. Not that you NEED to be warned, because I'm totally fine.

P.P.S. Chopper says he's gonna take my stitches out tomorrow. THANK FUCK.

P.P.P.S. Zoro is an idiot.



[ooc: SO SANJI NOW LOOKS LIKE THIS. Minus the smile. As he is none too pleased at the moment, haha. \o/]

Comments

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Thought you were talking about whether or not she actually wanted you to go with her.

We haven't worked anything out, we're just waiting. I'm just waiting.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

Oh. Nah, not with that, at least. ...so you don't know for that though, huh? I guess...no point dwelling on it now, but...what if...uughhh. Now I can't stop wondering. What if I screwed up by not even asking??

...waiting for what?

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Look, would it even have mattered? You're injured. There's no way Chopper would've let you go.

For him to make up his mind.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...yeah, I guess.

Oh. So we really are in the same boat, aren't we. Mostly.

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

So don't worry about it.

Yeah, I guess. Except you didn't almost cheat on your as-of-yet-undecided-what-to-call-him of barely a week who you'd only kissed when you weren't even actually yourself.

By which I mean I guess I deserve this, whereas you don't.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

TRYING not to.

...he doesn't seem like he's exactly MAD at you, though. Unless he's just hiding it really good. So...that's probably a good sign, right?

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Well, it's been like...over three weeks. Obviously he's not going to be spitting fire whenever he looks at me, and anyway, we said we'd do our best to be normal.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but...okay, maybe not MAD, but is he UPSET? Or is the normal thing working out okay??

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I guess it's working out...fine.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...fine, huh.

You don't WANT normal though, right?

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Of course not. It fucking sucks.

...Well. It could be whole lot worse. But still.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...right, I guess a lot of things COULD be worse. But I know what you mean.

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...

Actually, he did say to talk to him again after all these dares are done. So. There’s that.

[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

Oh. Like TALK? That might not be so...I mean. Hopefully, it'll be a good thing, right?

[private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I'm hoping it's a good thing. It SEEMED like it could be a good thing. Maybe I'm just...nervous. Which is pathetic.

...And I should've privated this like ten comments ago, what the hell.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

It's normal to be nervous, I think. Anyway...it probably IS good.

Uhm. What exactly ARE you hoping happens anyway? With Zoro? I mean, just making sure I don't have the wrong idea or anything.

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Yeah, well I don't like it. It's annoying.

That he still wants to give...whatever we were going to do a try.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...no, I don't know why you WOULD. That part pretty much sucks.

Yeah, but. I guess THAT'S more what I'm asking. What is this...whatever you're going to try thing supposed to be? Like...dating? Or something?

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Dating...I guess. Honestly, I can't...wrap my mind around that. I mean, in the conventional sense. Because I think dating and...flowers and chocolates and romantic restaurants and fucking candlelight comes to mind. And throwing Zoro into that scene with his shitty t-shirt and stupid haramaki, guzzling down barrels of booze, it just doesn't—ugh.

I have to redefine shit. In my head. The crazy part is that I want to.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...yeah, but...it might be kind of weird and not what you're used to when you think about that kinda stuff, but I bet it'll also be BETTER than that stuff would be, too. Because it won't just be some idealized romantic THING, it'll be...real. You know?

...and maybe one day we can double-date!

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Maybe... Real would be nice. Just feel like I'm blindly stumbling around like a chicken with its head cut off, and we haven't even actually STARTED anything yet.

...Ahaha, now there's an interesting mental image.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...well. It's like you told me; it'll probably be easier once you DO start. Right now you're just stuck waiting, so there isn't a lot you can actually do, right? Which makes you feels nervous. Or...at least that's how it is for me.

I bet it'd be fun!

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Yeah, that’s exactly how it is for me, too. Fuck, guess I really do know what you’re going through. Although you have it worse, since you actually WERE dating her... Shit.

Mm, I’m sure it would. It’d be a good time.

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[warriorothesea.livejournal.com]

...hm. Well, maybe we should try to like...think positive! Like a buddy system or something. It couldn't hurt.

Yeah! We can probably go out for dinner and...dancing, maybe? I'm pretty sure Zoro wouldn't take TOO much convincing. At least, Michiko seemed pretty good at getting him to do it, so...

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[serving-love.livejournal.com]

That could work, I guess.

...I can't imagine dancing with Zoro.