(no subject)

[serving_love]

...

So. What do you guys want for dinner tomorrow?




.........This post is in no way a ploy to get certain people to comment to me who I really, really need to talk to AS SOON AS FUCKING POSSIBLE.

Comments

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

well its only been like what...shit, i dunno. a couple weeks?

didn't expect me to feel this stupid already, sure as hell didn't think you would yet

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Longer than that, at least a month-

...

.....Seriously?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

you keepin track?

no, im kidding. dumbass. 'course. you've always been slower than me.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

No. I was just...thinking about it.

You don't care??

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

sure

I just gotta work harder.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...It's not like I know an exact DATE or anything.

Well shit.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

guess not...

don't think i'm gonna let you off easy.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Anyway, it depends on if you're talking about from when we first kissed or when we first slept together. Or something else.

No, I mean. Fuck. You know I was practically pulling my goddamn hair out trying to figure out how to tell you that? Asshole.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

from the time you started wanting to kiss back

you wouldn't look good bald

and you don't want me to...stop feeling like I do?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

That'd be about five seconds after I kicked you across the galley. End of June.

No kidding. It'd be a devastating loss.

...Of course not, idiot.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

that quick?

for who

why

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Well. That night anyway. Except I was too busy being pissed at everything - not least of all myself for even considering it - to do anything about it.

The world.

...Because that's how you feel. Just because I'm not there yet doesn't mean I...won't be. At some point. Eventually. Possibly.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

i'll count on "eventually"

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I think that's a safe bet.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

that kind of promise is selfish, don't do it

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Right. Sorry.

You're really okay with this?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

not much I can do about it even if I had a problem with it

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Oh.

Can you put it in words yet?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

you don't agree?

I like you. a lot.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

No, it's not that.

But in a way that's...different from before?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

what is it.

...yeah.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...I just. Don't want you to have to wait.

Ah...

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

if I get mad I'll have to wait longer, if I never speak to you again I sure as hell am gonna have to wait until the end of the fuckin century

I don't care about waiting.

what do you WANT me to do.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...I want you to wait. It's just that... Shit. I feel bad, okay? You said making that kind of promise was selfish, but I think the whole fucking THING is selfish. Of me.

I'd almost rather you were mad, I'm not used to you being this...nice.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

Asking me to wait isn't selfish, promising something you don't have control over is.

no use in bein mad, you already beat yourself up over it. took my job, asshole.