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[serving_love]

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So. What do you guys want for dinner tomorrow?




.........This post is in no way a ploy to get certain people to comment to me who I really, really need to talk to AS SOON AS FUCKING POSSIBLE.

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Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

sure

I just gotta work harder.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...It's not like I know an exact DATE or anything.

Well shit.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

guess not...

don't think i'm gonna let you off easy.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Anyway, it depends on if you're talking about from when we first kissed or when we first slept together. Or something else.

No, I mean. Fuck. You know I was practically pulling my goddamn hair out trying to figure out how to tell you that? Asshole.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

from the time you started wanting to kiss back

you wouldn't look good bald

and you don't want me to...stop feeling like I do?

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

That'd be about five seconds after I kicked you across the galley. End of June.

No kidding. It'd be a devastating loss.

...Of course not, idiot.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

that quick?

for who

why

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Well. That night anyway. Except I was too busy being pissed at everything - not least of all myself for even considering it - to do anything about it.

The world.

...Because that's how you feel. Just because I'm not there yet doesn't mean I...won't be. At some point. Eventually. Possibly.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

i'll count on "eventually"

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I think that's a safe bet.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

that kind of promise is selfish, don't do it

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Right. Sorry.

You're really okay with this?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

not much I can do about it even if I had a problem with it

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Oh.

Can you put it in words yet?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

you don't agree?

I like you. a lot.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

No, it's not that.

But in a way that's...different from before?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

what is it.

...yeah.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...I just. Don't want you to have to wait.

Ah...

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

if I get mad I'll have to wait longer, if I never speak to you again I sure as hell am gonna have to wait until the end of the fuckin century

I don't care about waiting.

what do you WANT me to do.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...I want you to wait. It's just that... Shit. I feel bad, okay? You said making that kind of promise was selfish, but I think the whole fucking THING is selfish. Of me.

I'd almost rather you were mad, I'm not used to you being this...nice.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

Asking me to wait isn't selfish, promising something you don't have control over is.

no use in bein mad, you already beat yourself up over it. took my job, asshole.

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Hm.

You could still beat me up. Or try to, anyway. Wanna spar?

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

i'd rather eat some chocolate chip cookies

Re: [private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Chocolate chip cookies. Alright.

Re: [private]

[threeswordstyle.livejournal.com]

or just cookie dough