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serving_love) wrote2010-03-30 10:07 pm
serving_love) wrote2010-03-30 10:07 pm
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I think Leo might be sick.
...Or maybe she's just really not a kitten anymore.
I don't know, but something's going on with her. She hasn't been as playful lately, like she'd rather lounge around the galley—or wherever I am...actually, she follows me damn near everywhere now—instead of rolling around with Ilario. And she's getting a little...chubby. Because of it. That, and she's eating more than usual. Guess that doesn't help.
Ilario's still playful as shit, though. Do girls still mature faster than boys even when they're cats?? I don't want my baby to be all grown up!!!
...Should probably just talk to Chopper.
...Or maybe she's just really not a kitten anymore.
I don't know, but something's going on with her. She hasn't been as playful lately, like she'd rather lounge around the galley—or wherever I am...actually, she follows me damn near everywhere now—instead of rolling around with Ilario. And she's getting a little...chubby. Because of it. That, and she's eating more than usual. Guess that doesn't help.
Ilario's still playful as shit, though. Do girls still mature faster than boys even when they're cats?? I don't want my baby to be all grown up!!!
...Should probably just talk to Chopper.
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It's not—look, I know it's what you are. But it doesn't tell me a lot about who you are. I don't know what to say when you tell me stuff you're unhappy about. I don't know you well enough. In fights I can see you're ballsy and quick and can kick ass and get past being afraid, n'that tells me more about you than that you don't like taking people's souls.
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...well. Then I'm sorry. That I...treated you like a close friend when you weren't. I don't know what you wanted to hear. I'm...unhappy a lot of the time. But I'm trying to be better about that.
And...thanks. I guess. You're just...an actions speak louder than words kind of person then, right? I don't know how to show you who I am, especially when I feel like you don't even really want to know in the first place.
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S'easier to see what people are with actions. I know you've got sass and humor and all that other shit—you've made me laugh a couple times. And you are nakama. So yeah, I wanna know, but the 'unhappy a lot of the time' seems like most every time we talk. Not a big incentive to seek you out, gotta admit.
The cook and Usopp are incentive. That bad?
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Getting along doesn't have to mean that we ever seek each other out. I think just...not avoiding each other would be good enough. Right? And...thank you. That's...one of the first things you've said this entire conversation that makes me feel like maybe I'm not a complete failure as a human being.
It's not bad but if it's the only reason and you really don't want to get to know me then it just...feels forced. I don't want you to force yourself to talk to me.
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...Yeah, not avoiding is fine. ...Mm.
Same to you, then. Either of us forcing it makes shit awkward.
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Okay. Good, then.
So are you talking to me because you want to or because Sanji wants you to?