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...good point. Just the four of us. Uh. Okay, maybe we should just plan for that, then. I'll...I dunno. I'll tell him about it, though. I don't THINK he'll care or even want to come in the first place, but...I dunno, it feels sneaky otherwise.

You can tell him, I don't care. Not like it was gonna be a secret. Anyway, he and Zoro just randomly went off at each other, so even if he had wanted to come, that’s shot to hell.

No, I didn't mean it would be a SECRET, just--

Wait. ...what? WHY?? Are they like...seriously fighting??

I know you didn't, I'm just saying it doesn't matter if he knows or not.

Well. They're not like beating the shit out of each other, no. They just sort of blew up.

...maybe not. I don't know. I guess I'd just rather know if they were gonna do something like this, that's all. So I'm just trying to--I just wish there were RULES or something. I mean, me and Lucci kind of talked about it, but nothing really came of it. And George and me did a little too, but...maybe we all three should try and...figure something out. It's just...that would be kind of...it's not really something we really WANT to do, I guess. At least, I know I think it's kind of hard to talk about, and I'm pretty sure George feels the same way, and partly too if we don't think about it too hard, we can just pretend things are normal.

...sorry, I'm rambling to you about stuff again. Uh. If you mind, just. Tell me to shut up about it, okay?

Mm... Alright, look, I told this to Lucci but I don't know if he's going to do anything with it, so. I really think the three of you should sit down somewhere and talk. Together. Figure it out, like you said. Go back to pretending later or something, but for one night just put all the cards on the table and get it over with.

...yeah. I know, I know. It's just...not really something I WANT to do. But you're right, we probably SHOULD. I'll. Um. Maybe I'll mention it to George.

You'd feel more comfortable knowing what the rules are, at least, right?

Yeah, I know. It's just...kinda hard to talk about that stuff, I guess. But...yeah. You're right. I mean. I KNOW you're right. I just kinda...hoped one of them would start talking about it first, I guess. I dunno if I can be the one to...

You could just...be the one to get them in one place. And then maybe one of them will start the actual conversation.

Or alternatively, you could throw everyone for a loop and take charge of the entire thing yourself.

...maybe we can try the first scenario and see how that works out. I don't think I can TAKE CHARGE; I have no idea what I'm doing!!

Alright, the first scenario then.

Hey, I got a question about the double...hanging out thing.

...yeah. So now I just need to...do that.

Yeah? What about it? Me and George are already getting really excited!!

Yep.

...I forgot what I was going to ask you. Hm. Anyway - are you sure George is really that excited?

M-maybe I should sort of, uh. Give myself a deadline to shoot for, or something.

...it probably wasn't important then, right? And yeah! We've been talking about it a LOT in my journal! We tried to see if they had a website for the park or something, but no luck.

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...well. That's just GREAT. I mean, even if it's not serious...they already weren't on good terms, and this this whole mess with George happened, and...ugh. Do you know what happened?

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Oh, I'm pretty sure it was serious. The thread's in Zoro's journal, he hasn't privated it or anything. If...you wanna tell me what you think. I sort of jumped own Lucci's throat in the middle of it, but that's on this post and it is private.

...oh. I...should probably take a look then, right? I mean...if it's not even private or anything...

I'll just. Do that.

You don't have to. Just...you asked. So.

No, I...wanted to know. I looked.

...jeez. I don't even--

That wasn't good at ALL. I mean, I knew it wouldn't be GOOD, but that was-- Just when I thought maybe things were really calming down with everybody...

And did you know he felt like that about fishmen?? I had no idea. I mean...that's..."dumb animals"??

...Yeah, tell me about it. Fucking came up out of nowhere, too. Guess it's been...building. Maybe.

I didn't know, but I'm not surprised. Be honest, you weren't all that fond of them either after Arlong, were you? It's not uncommon.

Building, yeah. I mean...I knew Zoro wasn't exactly happy with him, but I didn't think he'd... And, I mean...Lucci. D-do you think that's really the way he feels, or is he just saying stuff because he's mad?? I mean...I KNOW he does that sometimes. I mean, jeez, I do that when I'm mad sometimes, too. Probably everyone does. Right? But...

Ugh. I don't really know what to think right now. This is a mess. Why is something always a mess lately?? Um. How's Zoro..? I mean...did he mention anything to you about it?

.....well, yeah, but that's DIFFERENT. Arlong was a...a jerk and a monster and...well, WORSE things, and most of his crew was the same way. But...they're not ANIMALS. ...animals wouldn't do that kinda stuff in the first place.

I think it's a combination of both. With Lucci, I mean. He was mad, but he also doesn't...like him. At least, he told me the same thing. Also said he hasn't tried patching things up with him because he considers it a lost cause.

Zoro's...I dunno. Pissed off and tired of everything. He didn't bring it up or anything, just kinda gave me an excuse to ask about it. But I doubt he really wants to talk about it.

Well I know that. Look, I don't know. I can't explain the world's prejudices to you. It's just one of those things.

He told ME he was gonna apologize for it, but that he was gonna let Zoro calm down a little first so he wouldn't just make things worse. But...yeah. He said that about--n-not liking him.

Y-yeah. I didn't want to mention it to him at all, unless he... Well, who knows if he'll ever even WANT to talk about it at all. Especially...well, he knows me and Lucci are friends.

Yeah, it's...I guess it's more like...it's kind of a surprise? I mean, Lucci's SMART, I didn't think he'd feel like that. ...but then again, he doesn't really understand people very well a lot of the time either. It's just disappointing, I guess.

He mentioned that to me, too. We'll see.

Zoro doesn't care if you're friends with him. He just...has zero intentions of ever being "buddies" with him. Whatever, I'm leaving it alone.

Mm. I’m getting used to that.