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...Yeah, tell me about it. Fucking came up out of nowhere, too. Guess it's been...building. Maybe.

I didn't know, but I'm not surprised. Be honest, you weren't all that fond of them either after Arlong, were you? It's not uncommon.

Building, yeah. I mean...I knew Zoro wasn't exactly happy with him, but I didn't think he'd... And, I mean...Lucci. D-do you think that's really the way he feels, or is he just saying stuff because he's mad?? I mean...I KNOW he does that sometimes. I mean, jeez, I do that when I'm mad sometimes, too. Probably everyone does. Right? But...

Ugh. I don't really know what to think right now. This is a mess. Why is something always a mess lately?? Um. How's Zoro..? I mean...did he mention anything to you about it?

.....well, yeah, but that's DIFFERENT. Arlong was a...a jerk and a monster and...well, WORSE things, and most of his crew was the same way. But...they're not ANIMALS. ...animals wouldn't do that kinda stuff in the first place.

I think it's a combination of both. With Lucci, I mean. He was mad, but he also doesn't...like him. At least, he told me the same thing. Also said he hasn't tried patching things up with him because he considers it a lost cause.

Zoro's...I dunno. Pissed off and tired of everything. He didn't bring it up or anything, just kinda gave me an excuse to ask about it. But I doubt he really wants to talk about it.

Well I know that. Look, I don't know. I can't explain the world's prejudices to you. It's just one of those things.

He told ME he was gonna apologize for it, but that he was gonna let Zoro calm down a little first so he wouldn't just make things worse. But...yeah. He said that about--n-not liking him.

Y-yeah. I didn't want to mention it to him at all, unless he... Well, who knows if he'll ever even WANT to talk about it at all. Especially...well, he knows me and Lucci are friends.

Yeah, it's...I guess it's more like...it's kind of a surprise? I mean, Lucci's SMART, I didn't think he'd feel like that. ...but then again, he doesn't really understand people very well a lot of the time either. It's just disappointing, I guess.

He mentioned that to me, too. We'll see.

Zoro doesn't care if you're friends with him. He just...has zero intentions of ever being "buddies" with him. Whatever, I'm leaving it alone.

Mm. I’m getting used to that.

I didn't think things were really that bad. I mean, it must have all just been kinda bubbling under the surface, right?

I know he doesn't CARE, I just meant...he probably figures it would be awkward because I'm friends with them both, so I doubt he'd ever say anything to me about it. And...I dunno. Maybe he thinks I'll feel like I have to...take sides, or something.

To what?

Apparently. Lucci kind of threw a lot of stuff at Zoro that...doesn't even apply. About being in his business or whatever.

Do you WANT him to talk to you about it?

...Nothing, nevermind. That's not fair of me.

...yeaaah, I saw that. I'm pretty sure he doesn't ACTUALLY think that, though. Zoro's basically allergic to other people's business, most of the time.

I dunno. I wouldn't mind. I just...don't think he will.

...just say what you were gonna say.

If he doesn't think it then he really shouldn't have said it. If you're gonna shoot off at the mouth and throw baseless accusations at him, no shit Zoro's gonna get pissed and tell you what's what.

Well. You could ask him. He told me he should've privated the thread so things wouldn't get weird for everyone again. I think he's pretty set on just ignoring Lucci for the rest of forever.

...That I was getting used to being disappointed, but it hasn't happened a lot so that's not even true.

You know...the weird thing is that I think Lucci felt like he was yelling at Zoro on your behalf. Or something. He told me Zoro's attitude is hurting George and upsetting you, and I'm sorry but that is so goddamn biased, I just. What the hell.

I know, I KNOW. I think that's just--he did the same thing to me when he was mad about George. Not that it excuses it or anything, but I think when he gets mad, he doesn't really even pay attention to what he's saying. Or just doesn't care if it's true. ...anyway, he told me he knew he said some stupid baseless stuff, and he was gonna apologize for it. But...I dunno if that will do much good, at this point. Zoro's...pretty mad at him, huh?

I...maybe. If he doesn't want to talk about it, though, he doesn't want to talk about it. Or maybe he's fine with just talking to you.

...oh.

Wha--WHAT?! George and Zoro aren't even--stuff's not THAT bad with them, is it? They've even been talking more again, and Zoro told me he would, and...THIS sure isn't gonna help any!! And how do I even factor in?? I mean, yeah, I wished that Zoro and George could be friends, but it wasn't--THIS is a lot more upsetting than that ever was!! Besides the fact that I don't need him to--when did he say that??!

...You'd think he'd be better about that. Well, whatever. I guess actually apologizing certainly can't hurt anything...hopefully. Yeah, he's pretty mad. Mad enough to specifically make sure the double date thing didn't include Lucci.

Look, you could ask him. It's not like you'll insult him or something, worst that could happen is that he'll say he doesn't feel like talking about it. Right?

With him, I mean. Just...the other thing and now this stuff, I guess.

He said it to me in our thread. And Zoro and George are fine...I think. Definitely better, at least. I know they talked, so it can really only improve from here. But yeah, I guess he figured you were stressing out about those two not being completely okay with each other, and god forbid you're upset, so he felt the need to fuck up shit with Zoro instead because apparently it doesn't matter if I'm the one stuck between two people I like who can't stand each other. Real fucking considerate.

...I might be slightly bitter, sorry.

Also, Lucci doesn't like Zoro's attitude or whatever because apparently it's making you upset, but half the reason Zoro's had an attitude - if you can even call it that - in the first place is because of what LUCCI did! It's so mixed up and messed up and STUPID and Lucci is being ridiculous.

Well, I asked him if he would really MEAN it--the apology, that is--or if he was just gonna say he was sorry to try and smooth things over, and he said he DID; that he knew he said some dumb stuff that he didn't really believe and that he regretted saying. But...

...I guess. He'll probably just think I'm being nosy, won't he?

Y-yeah, maybe that's not quite fair. I mean...he messes up, but...he's come a long way too, hasn't he? ...ugh, but this whole thing is just a MESS. I finally thought things were gonna be okay again.

...I didn't ASK him to say anything! I wouldn't! I didn't even think it was that big of an issue!! Anyway, this just makes things worse anyway, because now it's the same situation for both you AND me--if Zoro and Lucci are mad at each other, we're still stuck between two people who are fighting, except this is a million times worse than it EVER was with George and Zoro!! They weren't even...they weren't FIGHTING.

WHAT attitude?? What was making me upset??! I think he's...really got the wrong idea, if that's what he thinks. And...even if it WAS, I don't need him to fight my battles for me, and I'm kinda annoyed that apparently he thinks he has to! ...George said he's really protective of me lately, but...damn it! I didn't ASK for him to protect me from anything, especially not something like THIS. Zoro's been my friend a lot longer than he has; does he really think I wouldn't talk to him if he was doing something that really bothered me?? I mean...I talked to him about George, and he said he'd try, and that was good enough for me!

...I guess I better talk to Lucci again. I didn't know about all THIS before.

Guess we'll see, right?

Nah. Probably not. Just ask him.

He has. That's why I said nevermind. It just seems like a lot because it's all kind of happening kinda close together.

I know you didn't ask him to! I think he's imagining things and making them out to be way worse than they are and...and I have no idea what his deal is with the sudden overprotective-ness. I dunno, I probably shouldn't have repeated all that to you, but on the other hand maybe you should talk to him.

...yeah. I guess that's all we really CAN do; wait and see.

MAYBE I will. I'll...see what kind of mood he's in next time I talk to him.

Yeah, I guess. ...maybe it isn't even as bad as it seems.

...maybe not, but...I dunno. If he has the wrong idea, then someone probably should talk to him and...I guess it probably should be me. M-maybe we can still sort this all out.

Well - look, tell me if I got it wrong or something. If you talk to him. Maybe I misunderstood, and I wasn't too thrilled when I was talking to him about it anyway, so my head probably wasn't on straight.

Uh. It sounds like...sort of? But not exactly. I dunno, he says he just got mad and got carried away, but that he got MORE mad because he felt like Zoro was...making things more difficult, somehow.

...like I said, it's a mess.

Um. He also said he's sorry you're stuck in the middle now. And I think he didn't really mean for it to happen? But...it's kinda too late at this point.

Because Zoro brought up Enies Lobby again?

Whatever, I guess it could be worse. At least they're not trying to kill each other.

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