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[serving_love]

...So. Think I’m gonna go out this afternoon. Probably grab dinner on the island. Anyone else wanna come?

I’ll leave shit in the galley, too, if you’d rather stay.

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[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

Right. That's what I thought.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I'm at a loss, man.

Not that you need me to come up with answers.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

No. We need to come up with answers. It's just that none of us have any idea what the answer is.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Well. Good luck.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

I think that sentiment may be wasted. This is going to end badly.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Far as I can tell, there ain't even an end in sight.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

...Well. There's that.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

What about in the meantime? Are you and George still...doing whatever?

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

...I don't know. I don't know. I haven't even physically seen her in a few days. I don't think now is the time to ask.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Mm. No, I suppose not.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

...It was good, you know. Just for those few weeks, it was so good... But I suppose it couldn't last like that.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

She said the same thing. So you'd think it could last.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

It could have if she weren't in love with another man.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...Uh-huh.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

What?

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Nothing.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

What?

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

...

I just think that if she loves him as much as she claims she does, she'd have treated him a little better.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

...She's never done this before. She's never loved anyone like this, and she's had bad experiences with people before...I just don't think she knows what's she's doing, Sanji. She doesn't know how to treat him better without hurting someone. Or herself.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Yeah, yeah. I knew you'd say something like that, that's why I didn't wanna tell you.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

You don't think that it's reasonable to believe that she did it out of misguided confusion rather than malice?

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

I don't think she did it out of malice. But it's not like no one told her to be honest with him. Repeatedly.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

...I think the problem is that being honest with him meant being honest with herself. She didn't really pick me; she was trying me out to see if she liked me better. It wasn't enough to make her choose. She still loves him and she couldn't bring herself to let him go.

Re: [Private]

[serving-love.livejournal.com]

Okay, if you say so.

Re: [Private]

[black-hat-cat.livejournal.com]

Do you want to explain to me why else she fucked him again anyway and is now miserable and hiding in her room because she can't decide between us?