serving_love: (lighting up)
Sanji ([personal profile] serving_love) wrote2010-01-27 11:30 am

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...So. Think I’m gonna go out this afternoon. Probably grab dinner on the island. Anyone else wanna come?

I’ll leave shit in the galley, too, if you’d rather stay.

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
Right. That's what I thought.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
I'm at a loss, man.

Not that you need me to come up with answers.

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
No. We need to come up with answers. It's just that none of us have any idea what the answer is.

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
I think that sentiment may be wasted. This is going to end badly.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
Far as I can tell, there ain't even an end in sight.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
What about in the meantime? Are you and George still...doing whatever?

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
...I don't know. I don't know. I haven't even physically seen her in a few days. I don't think now is the time to ask.

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
...It was good, you know. Just for those few weeks, it was so good... But I suppose it couldn't last like that.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
She said the same thing. So you'd think it could last.

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
It could have if she weren't in love with another man.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 04:29 am (UTC)(link)
...

I just think that if she loves him as much as she claims she does, she'd have treated him a little better.

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
...She's never done this before. She's never loved anyone like this, and she's had bad experiences with people before...I just don't think she knows what's she's doing, Sanji. She doesn't know how to treat him better without hurting someone. Or herself.

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, yeah. I knew you'd say something like that, that's why I didn't wanna tell you.

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 04:45 am (UTC)(link)
You don't think that it's reasonable to believe that she did it out of misguided confusion rather than malice?

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[identity profile] serving-love.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think she did it out of malice. But it's not like no one told her to be honest with him. Repeatedly.

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
...I think the problem is that being honest with him meant being honest with herself. She didn't really pick me; she was trying me out to see if she liked me better. It wasn't enough to make her choose. She still loves him and she couldn't bring herself to let him go.

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[identity profile] black-hat-cat.livejournal.com 2010-01-29 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Do you want to explain to me why else she fucked him again anyway and is now miserable and hiding in her room because she can't decide between us?