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...Hm.

It could look worse, I guess.

...

Actually.

No. It couldn't.

Goddammit. Whatever.

ANYWAY. Straw Hats, we kinda need to...go pick someone up. I told him we'd be there in...oh...negative five weeks. Ahah. Nami-sa—er. Na...mi.....nngh - she says we're leaving right after lunch. So get your shit together!

P.S. I haven't had a cigarette in almost three days. You've been warned. Not that you NEED to be warned, because I'm totally fine.

P.P.S. Chopper says he's gonna take my stitches out tomorrow. THANK FUCK.

P.P.P.S. Zoro is an idiot.

[ooc: SO SANJI NOW LOOKS LIKE THIS. Minus the smile. As he is none too pleased at the moment, haha. \o/]

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...Touché, haha.

He in love with you?

Yeah, well. Understandably. It's not like you just get over that kind of thing.

Haha, alright, they'll be waiting for you.

Best number there is.

Y-yeah... he is actually.

Hn. Killing Blackbeard should help.

Awesome! You're the best Sanji!
Mind if I bring the overprotective boyfriend again? He's freaking out all over one little fight. Psycho...

...You in love with him?

Right, yeah... But seeing how well attempts in the past have been to do that, you might want to...not be reckless about it.

I don't mind. What fight?

I... I... I ... uh... I do like... I do... as a nakama I really love him! I jsut... Fuck. What's wrong with me?

I promise Pops not to go alone again. I'm still mad.

Thanks.
Teeny tiny fight in town with some pirates who recognized me. I fucking hate Sengoku. That broadcast... maybe I really should start wearing my jacket more often.

Nothing. But there's your problem. Did he just tell you recently or something? Seems like it threw you all off.

Good. When you've got people who want to back you up, you shouldn't do stupid shit by yourself.

...Way to go. You are pretty recognizable, dumbass. Can't just go waltzing around wherever you goddamn please and expect it to NOT stir up trouble.

In October. About the same time as I promised not to sleep with anyone else or the rest. And yeah it threw me off then. But it's January. Months later. And I love it when he says it, I want to say it back I just... can't... I don't even know why.
Look have you ever been in love?

Hn. They wanted to let him go Sanji. They said it was an exception because he used to be one of us. That just makes it worse! Why can't they see that? He killed Thatch, he disrespected Pops and they were just going to get let it go! And it was my job to prevent that! Teach was in MY division. And Marco and the others keep saying we all bear responsibility but they're just saying it to calm me down.

Che. I've had some problems before. Not like this. I mean yeah, there's two types of pirates. Those that avoid picking trouble with Whitebeard's crew, and those that purposely seek us out but no one knew how to bait me that easily before.
I know. I know. My fault even falling for it. I know.

Well at least you're not saying it because you feel like you should. You can't rush that shit - when you're ready to say it, you will!

...No. Not like that. I might fall for every girl that walks by and I love Nami and Robin and George and Michiko, but I'm not...in love with them. Haven't had the opportunity to experience that feeling yet.

Or...they're telling the truth and really do feel like it's everyone's responsibility. He may have been in your division, but he was also part of their crew.

Heh. Well if you know, then I don't gotta say anything.

I'm pretty sure Marco doesn't mind that I haven't said it. If he's noticed at all. He just says it because he's happy and wants to, which is great.

Hm. They always say when it happens, you just know. Only, I don't know. So what now? I mean yeah, I've got time but only hypothetically. After almost being executed and shit I don't want to delay forever. And I'm pretty sure I'm missing out on something good.

Hn. Pops... did... he said.... He and Marco said if they couldn't tell then Teach fooled everyone. I guess it is kind of... egotistical to think I'd know better than Pops. Thanks Sanji... ~~Still going to kill that fucker.~~

Yup.

Those are probably the best reasons to say it.

Dunno, man. You're happy with him, right? Maybe you don't need to slap a label on your feelings.

...You've clearly made so much progress.

Yeah.

I am. Hm. Yeah. I guess a little longer probably won't hurt. It's all... right now it's really tangled in other things. The whole idea that I can have him for myself is... Nice. But really strange. He's the big brother of the crew. Of all of us. And sometimes we kid him around about being the Mom is Pops is Dad. Because he worries so much. I still can't get used to it. You know? I guess I just spent so long thinking it was different. Che. I feel bad talking about myself all this time. Everyone's always helping me and the minute I try to help back I make things worse. But if you ever want it Sanji, it's there.

Hn. I'm working on it. At least I didn't burn the entire town today. Gotta count for something.

Look, not that I know a whole lot about it, but I get that moving from just nakama to more-than-nakama is kinda weird at first. So don't force it. If he's happy with things as they are for now, then just take your time and let yourself get used to the idea. If you worry too much, you're just gonna stress yourself out. Anyway, I find that nearly every time I overthink stuff, I just make shit worse.

...And thanks, I'll keep that mind. I don't think you make things worse.

Haha, yeah, I guess it does.

Yeah. He is happy. And it's good right now. I'm happy so that's good.
Okay, no over thinking! Thanks Sanji.

Hah, you did catch the part about me chasing Blackbeard alone, so my whole crew came to bail my sorry ass out of being executed, right?

Che. Good thing Leo was nearby. Marco is not good at dealing with people when one of us have been hurt. Crew thing. He goes in superman mode and won't let anyone touch us. I really admire that guy, but he can still be pretty psychotic about some things.

You guys are lucky. That you're happy.

Okay, well that is a little different than trying to shell out advice to friends.

I feel like most pirates can be pretty psychotic about some things, heh.

Pirate way. Take what you get while you can get it because it sure as hell won't last forever.

Maybe... I mean... I thought so... I thought since I was such a fuck-up at one I could do the other but Lucci... hn. Never mind. I'm good at listening. And holding liquor and offering a shoulder. I guess that's the most I can do. I'm not a very good friend really.

... That's a really good point. And he's so rationale about everything else there had to be like one thing he'd go crazy over. It's just not human otherwise.

Yeah, too bad not everyone thinks like that.

Oh, don't worry about Lucci. It's not like you forced him to take your advice. Anyway, it's all working out. Sort of. And what the hell, who said you're not a good friend?

I should actually talk to him more when he's here this time.

No? Someone in particular?

Yeah but... hn. I don't know. Maybe I should just leave it to people like you and Thatch. You're good at it. Really good.

Yeah he needs to get out more. He's a workaholic, so he doesn't make too many friends outside the crew. Even when he has to meet someone outside the crew he gets all... snippy. Like with Shanks.

No. Yes. ...No, that makes it sound like he's wrong when I'm the one who fucked up. Nevermind.

Yeah well. I get a lot of practice around here. I get that mom thing thrown at me, too.

He's met Shanks?

Nope! It makes you sound like you have relationship issues you could tell me about so I'm not the only one babbling like an idiot for a change! <3 If you want to, of course.

I can kind of see it but you're still less of a mother hen than him. That, and you don't look anything like a chicken. Nami's sort of the mom though. A REALLY stern mom. Luffy doesn't make a good father though so I'm not going to think too much on it.

What? Oh yeah. A couple times. He ah... really doesn't like Shanks. Shanks keeps trying to recruit him. And Marco isn't much of a people person.

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It's long and complicated and fucking retarded.

Good, not like I WANT to be a mother hen. ...Nami-san definitely isn't the mom, though.

Hm. Luffy always talks about him. Wouldn't mind meeting the guy.

So was mine.~

No one should ever want that. Even actual hens probably don't.
Oh? Does that mean she's the stern older sister?

Shanks? He's pretty incredible! I went to thank him for saving Lu's life. And... hn. They told me he... hah... He came right up and insisted on speaking to Pops on my behalf. He thought I was... He didn't know I ran off on my own. And Pops and them all saved my pride, saying he ordered me. It's kind of... I never realized so many people would care over just something I did.

...Right, um. So I was sleeping with - Lucci. Right around the time everything kind of exploded with him and Usopp and George. And then Zoro and I were...I don't even know. But somehow we realized we... Well. Whatever, we were gonna try being...something. With each other. So I told him I'd stop the Lucci thing. And then I turned into a girl. So Zoro and I were gonna wait. But then we kissed anyway. And then I took forever becoming a guy again for some fucking reason. And I really wanted to fuck someone like that. Just to fucking TRY it. But I didn't wanna do it with Zoro because it didn't really feel like me and I wanted to be a guy with him first. So. I almost slept with Lucci again instead. Except then I didn't. But it was a close call. And I didn't tell Zoro until he finally cornered me before that big Marine battle. Annnd he was pretty pissed off. So now we're not...really anything. And it sucks. And now I think he's—er. Nothing. ...The end.

Yeah, maybe, guess that works.

Didn't realize you had that many people who'd be worried about you?

Well you're not nothing anymore. You just had a shitload of dares with each other. The kind that usually comes about from ah... sexual tension really. ~~You and Lucci were...? Huh.~~ And Zoro couldn't be too mad unless he really liked you. Not to mention... you didn't sleep with Lucci. No matter what you almost did, that's still gotta count for some points.

Fine but she still has to settle for being my little sister.

No. Not really. At all. Maybe that's stupid but I thought Luffy would take care of you guys and himself, not fucking rush into Impel Down and then right through a war and Pops... They told me not to go. Pops said he had a really bad feeling about it. Marco begged me to listen and they tried to hold me back and I still took off. They should have left me to my own mess so I thought they would. Oars Jr... all I did was get him a hat... he was my friend... he didn't have to come... he didn't have to go... he put everything one the line to come help me. Jinbei forfeited his status as shichibukai and went on a fishman rampage refusing to fight Pops' crew. They all... They really... No. I never expected that. It wasn't all for me, a lot was people standing by Pops and sticking to the World Government but so much of it was my fault. It's really... something.

Somehow I doubt him making me dye my hair is the result of sexual tension. Anyway, obviously we're not nothing - we'll always be nakama. We're just trying to be...normal.

I know he liked me. That's why it was such a fucking bitch move on my part. And yes. Me and Lucci.

You'd think all of that would be enough to convince you not to be an idiot again.

And the other dares?
Well yeah but... I don't know. Give it time maybe. If there's sparks, they can't be smothered that easily.

Yeah but he liked you. You weren't doing anything. I don't know. Sometimes I think maybe my morals really are closer to Lucci's. It makes me nervous. But I mean I was sleeping with Marco for years before I had to be exclusive.

Oi. It did. I haven't gone chasing Blackbeard in a while. They value my life more than I do, but I value their lives that much at least.

Not using honorifics, wearing a stupid hat, no smoking - oh yeah. The UST is just fucking overflowing. And I am giving it time, I told him I'd wait. I haven't pushed anything. It just sucks, that's all.

My morals are...somewhere in between. Zoro's something else altogether, though.

Good. Glad to hear it.

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/blatantly ignores the who said not a good friend question

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