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I don't have room in my head for anything but the obvious right now.

That's--well, it's not exactly GOOD, I guess, but I guess that's better than it could be. Maybe?

It's...something. I haven't been this preoccupied in awhile.

I'm almost looking forward to this, actually. I wish the circumstances were different...

Something. Yeah, definitely...something.

...oh. Yeah. I guess you probably would, wouldn't you.

I'm. Well. I'm NOT.

You'll be fine. They'll probably have snipers, and I doubt they'll be as good as you, so if you can take them out, that's a sizable part of the problem gone.

...oh. Yeah, I guess that--I mean, if it comes to that, then...I can. Handle it.

The cannons are all ready to go, too. I'm pretty sure we'll have to use them; even if we manage to avoid fighting, we're still gonna have ships on our tail.

The cannons will definitely be useful, yes.

...I'm still mystified as to how Franky gets things to run on cola.

...don't ask me. He was showed me one of the engines once, in case something happened and I'd have to try and fix them by myself or something, so I kind of get the...generals, but--

Um. Anyway. This scythe. What do you think?

It's Franky. I'm never going to understand it.

...Wow. It's very...impressive. And sharp.

He just kinda has his own way of doing things, I guess. We all do, though.

...wow?

Um. But. You think it'll be, uh. Practical? For George? It's a lot lighter than it looks, but it's strong once everything locks into place. Or at least it SHOULD be. Maybe, uh. You want to try it a little?

True.

...I know, I'll stop.

Well, a scythe isn't exactly a traditional or practical weapon - when villages stage uprisings, they use scythes as weapons by turning them into things other than scythes. But this...it's a unique design. I think it could take some practice to get used to, but it's good; definitely light enough, and it seems very strong. And sharp. It's a good fit for her, I think, especially because her natural reach is so short. ...And yes, I would like to try it, if you wouldn't mind. Have you got anything I could test it on?

...I just, uh. Didn't think that word was in your vocabulary.

Yeah, I was kind of thinking that--well. I thought you and Zoro could probably help her learn how to use it better, but I don't think there's really gonna be time, so...here's hoping it'll still be okay. Anyway, um. There's a straw man I use for target practice sometime; I guess that would work? I can get a new one.

So, uh. I guess we better go up to the lawn deck, huh?

I know. I should...stop trying to talk like...people. It tends not to sound right.

I'm sure she'll do fine with it. As long as she has the basics down, she'll be able to manage in a melee.

Probably.

You just, uh. There are certain things that just don't really, um, match. With your whole...being Lucci. That's all. It'd be like if Luffy started spouting multi-syllabic words all the time. ...well, maybe not THAT bad.

...I'm kinda worried about her anyway. I mean, I know she can't--

She can still get hurt. Anyway, she's. I think she's pretty scared.

Well, apparently Zoro is coming now too, so I guess you guys can each take a turn and tell me what you think. Let me know if I need to adjust anything before tomorrow. You know.

I know, I know. I said I'll stop.

...So am I. I did everything I could to make her feel more at ease, and I'm sure you did too, but in the end...all we can really do is let her do what she can. I have confidence in her, anyway. I think she'll do fine when it actually comes down to it.

Ah. All right. Obviously it's not right for us, being that we're about...a foot taller than her, but. I'm sure we'll be able to see if anything's off, between the two of us.

Well. You don't HAVE to. I'm just saying, that's why it sounds weird.

...what she can. Yeah. And...we'll be watching her back, so. Yeah. It'll be--she'll be fine.

Yeah, I know it'll be kind of off for you guys, but if you can kind of just...check the balance, and make sure everything works like it's supposed to and nothing's gonna break off at least, that'll help. I mean, I did my best, but I'm not used to that kind of weapon at all, so...

...Well, I agree. I feel vaguely uncomfortable every time I do it.

Of course. I think she's more concerned about us than she is about herself, though. So...one of the best things we can do for her is watch our own backs, and everyone else's.

Honestly, just looking at it and holding it, I'd say you did a remarkably good job for someone who isn't familiar with its type.

Why do you, then?

Yeah, but...I'm still worried about her, too. I mean, I KNOW she'll be...okay in the end, no matter what happens, but that doesn't mean I don't want her to just...not get hurt in the first place. You know? ...I think she thinks that's dumb. I can't really help it, though.

Everyone's back. Yeah, that's--I can do that.

Oh. Well...thanks.

...I don't know.

I sort of get the same impression, and I'm not sure why she thinks it's dumb. ...I suppose I would find it strange if someone were concerned about my well-being, so I suppose it's not that odd. But she knows we care about her. Why wouldn't it make sense that we don't want her to be hurt?

I know you can.

You're welcome.

Really?

I dunno. She said once she thinks she makes me worry too much, or. She's a source of stress for me. Something like that. But it's not like THAT. Anyway, I...kind of worry about a lot of stuff in the first place. Sometimes.

But...I dunno. Maybe THAT'S--

Hm.

And you've got my back, right?

...it just kind of occurred to me this is gonna be the first time me and you are gonna fight together.

Ur. Well. Technically the second, I guess. But. YOU know. On the same side.

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I think it's because I spend time with...actual people with different speaking patterns now. It's like linguistic osmosis. ...And maybe sometimes I can't help but try it out just to see if it works, and it never does.

You do tend to blow everything out of proportion.

Maybe that's what?

Of course I do.

...I know. That's...part of why I said I'd be looking forward to it if the circumstances were different.

Oh. Well. I guess that makes sense. You just kinda have your OWN speaking pattern, so...the other stuff doesn't fit right.

Not THAT bad. ...and not just about George, either.

Um. I'm not really sure. Fujiko said--well. A lot of things, and I'm still not really sure what she MEANS by most of it, but...she said there's a problem so. Maybe she meant that? Or...maybe something completely different. I don't know. My head hurts.

Yeah. I know. I just...wanted to hear you say it, I guess.

...oh. THAT'S what you-- S-sorry.

Mmhm.

I know. Although sometimes you really do assume the worst to a ridiculous degree.

...I was worried that you were going to listen to her. Just - don't. Don't take anything she says seriously. The woman is an idiot at best and insane at worst. She's either trying to make you paranoid, or worse, she actually believes what she's saying.

Well. You can count on me. We're nakama.

Hmm? That's what?

...well. M-maybe. But it actually came in handy once?

But she says that--ugh. I mean. Talking to her makes my head hurt, but what if she really DOES know something I don't?? N-not saying I don't trust George, just...I don't even know what she's trying to SAY, really! Ur. Fujiko. Not George.

...definitely. And I'm glad about it.

No, I just...thought you meant something else and I-- Sorry.

Did it?

She doesn't even know what she thinks she knows. All I can figure is that she assumes George is hiding things from you because she's chronically paranoid.

So am I.

...I did mean something else too. But mostly the part about being able to fight with everyone.