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Alright, people, since our numbers on Sunny can't seem to stop going up, I thought I'd update my lists a little.

Anyone allergic to shit I should know about? Favorite foods, things you're not a fan of...anything I should know, feel free to tell me! Especially if you're gonna be hanging around for awhile~

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What offends you about it?

I dunno. Just...doesn't that sorta mean I seem kinda...girly? Or...something? dsakflhj

...forget it; it's dumb when I say it out loud.

I don't think so. You have a lot of features that are commonly considered pretty on women, but I don't think you look feminine except for when you were a woman.

...okay. I'll just. Take your word for it, because I really don't need ANOTHER random thing to worry about.

No, you don't. Have you ever tried not worrying about everything?

It's not like it's something I do on PURPOSE.

...I know, I know; you think I should try meditating. I...sort of tried it the other day, but I don't think I was doing it right, because I stared at a candle for like...a half an hour, and all I ended up with was a stiff back. ...possibly because I was still a girl at the time.

You're not supposed to stare; it's something to rest your eyes on if it's too distracting to keep them closed. And you could try to sit in a chair with a straight back, so that you're sitting upright but have something to rest on so you don't get tired.

...I dunno. Maybe I was right in the first place and that kind of thing really isn't for me. I mean...clearing your head of ALL THOUGHTS? That doesn't even seem possible.

I'm beginning to think that it isn't, for you. You're always worrying about something. I don't know, Usopp; what do you usually do to relax?

Uhm. Take stuff apart and put it back together, maybe? I mean, I have this clock that I do that with a lot when I'm...really worried about stuff. It...kind of helps take my mind off stuff, I guess. A little. Is that what you meant?

Yes, something like that. That's sort of like... I couldn't really suggest training or sparring to you, but it's probably a similar effect. Repetitive motions, something you've done a hundred times before...

...so. That's a good thing, then?

If it works, yes.

Huh. Here I thought it was just kind of a pointless habit.

You do it for a reason, don't you? That means it isn't pointless.

I guess. It was just...something to do with my hands, and kind of keep my mind off of things when I'm really worried about stuff. It's not something I decided to do on purpose even, I just saw it sitting there once, and...well. Somehow it got to be a habit.

...I suppose you're not really the type to sit still anyway. I'm glad you have something to take your mind off of things, then.

Hm. M-maybe I should try it with a new clock sometime.

Are you good with most clocks, or just that one?

Uh...most, I guess. I fixed up a few watches too, and...they're mostly the same, when you get right down to it. I'm just really used to this one by now.

You seem to be good at a lot of things like that, though.

...well. They're interesting, at least. Uh. Th-thanks, though. I can...if you ever need to get a watch fixed or something, I can look at it for you.

Thank you, I'll keep that in mind.

No problem. I fixed up a watch George found on those crabs, and she sold it for our-- Uh. Never mind.

Your what? Oh, the fridge?