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Oi, idiots and lovely ladies~! I just got this letter from Tamaki and it says - well, actually, it’s mostly a bunch of rambling about his dog and what Kyouya had for lunch or some shit – whatever. But at the end of it he said he’s coming for a visit! ...In big bold letters that took up an entire page. Claimed he didn't want me to miss it. Dumbass. Anyway, I don’t know when the hell he wrote it. Goddamn Grand Line and all, he’s probably halfway here already. Or closer. But there ya go, head’s up. My little brother will be here for a bit!

...Think I’ll introduce him to Shitty Bug. Maybe they'll hit it off and he can take him home.

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Hm. I guess. I just...well. The other day, when Lucci brought her the kitten, it made me feel--I didn't like it. I think I was...jealous, I guess. Or maybe not jealous EXACTLY, but...something. It didn't REALLY make sense, but. I guess it was a little after that when I started to think about it. That I might--you know. L-love George. ...is that dumb?

No, not dumb. I get jealous or not jealous or whatever over stupid shit all the time. So does Zoro. I think you just get a bit...possessive, maybe? I dunno, love makes you do crazy things. And reacting like you did, I can see how that'd be like a light going off, telling you to clue in on how you really feel a little more.

I didn't know he was getting that kitten for her, by the way. Probably would've said something beforehand if I had.

Possessive. Hm. Yeah, that works. I just kind of felt like...if anyone was gonna get her a kitten, it should have been ME. And then I felt like I messed up because I hadn't. ...this gets less confusing, right? The whole dating and...liking someone thing. It didn't even used to seem THAT complicated, until it was happening to me.

Oh. Well. Not REALLY a big deal, I guess. She likes him a lot, anyway, and he IS cute.

Ha, no. Don't let anyone tell you that relationships are easy, because that's bullshit. Er - okay, that's being a little harsh. They're easy in the sense that...well, being in one makes you happy, right? So it's kind of like whatever happens and whatever bumps you hit and even with all the confusion and complications, it's all WORTH it. All the time spent figuring stuff out, all the effort you put into it, in the end you get even more back.

He is. They both are. Didn't take long at all for Leo to grow on Zoro.

...I was kind of afraid of that. It's...well, yeah, it's still really nice, too. MORE than nice. But what if--

No. I'm just thinking too much and making myself worry for...PROBABLY no good reason.

Yeah, I saw him sleeping on the deck today and she was all curled up on his head. I KNEW that they'd be sleeping buddies. I read in some book in the library that cats sleep around 18 hours a day, and that's gotta be ALMOST as much as Zoro.

Heh, well yeah, it's definitely nice. And awesome and amazing and other shit like that. If I didn't LIKE being in a relationship, I wouldn't have married the idiot I was in one with. It just ain't completely sunshine and daisies, that's all. Most of the time, sure - but either way it's definitely, definitely worth it.

Oh, spit it out. Might as well get the "what if"s over with.

...She likes his head, for some reason. I assume she thinks it's ACTUALLY grass.

Yeah, I dunno, I never thought much about that kind of stuff before. I mean, even when Kaya was...when she asked me--THAT mostly just sucked. I mean, worse for her, I'm sure, but I felt like I was being a jerk. But then...when George...she was just fun to hang out with at first, but it changed so QUICK. I'm still a little surprised how it's working out, I guess.

"Sunshine and daisies"?

No, no; really, don't worry about it. I'm...trying this thing where I try NOT to imagine worse case scenarios. ...it's challenging.

You should have Chopper or Lucci ask her about it.

Do you feel like you still have no idea how you ended up where you are and you're wondering what the fuck happened and feel kind of amazed and goddamn lucky and sorta overwhelmed but mostly just really, really happy you apparently did SOMETHING right at some point that managed to get you the greatest girl ever?

...Yeah, I said that. Shut up.

Oh yeah? Well hey, nothing wrong with that. Good plan!

...that pretty much sums it up, yeah. W-well. There's a lot of worrying, too.

Heh.

I'm not actually sure if I can keep it up much longer.

It's YOU, of course there's worrying. But yeah, I'd say you're definitely falling in love. Or possibly fell already and fell hard.

Probably best if you do. Ultimate worst case scenario, rocks fall and everyone dies. But that obviously ain't happening anytime soon, so see? Pointless.

A little worrying is good for you. It keeps you from making dumb mistakes. Or something.

...eheh. You think so, huh? Well. It's definitely not a BAD thing.

You know, I can actually think of some worse-case scenarios that ARE worse than that.

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